Holland, I know. I found it exhausting to fight. I finally discovered it's easier to go ''around or beyond'. I was a 'polio pioneer' - one of those who got the original Salk vaccination. I also got paralytic bulbar polio - (96-97% central nervous system destruction plus gunshot smattering of white spots - destruction - throughout the brain much smaller and far greater in number that MS - evidenced at autopsy). Later PPS, CFS, and a host of other typical challenges that have an equally devastating prognosis. Folks, they're still using the SV-40 in polio vaccinations past 2001 - that's another story (increasing cancers?) - I know and could talk too much about that.
Suffice to say if I had stayed within proven allopathic hard science I would be in bed all day or most likely dead. I got rid of the cement weights under my legs. I restarted abdominal breathing after it being paralysed off over 40 years. I started to think again. I can work round the clock - sometimes. It was only when I went 'beyond = within' I started to get results. Everyone has their own belief systems of what is 'in the box, out of the box' and about how to deal with chronic challenges. Results are the only thing that count for me. It was a lonely desperate painful place struggling 40+ years for answers about my childhood illness that my family tried to keep the shamefull secret because the community was so scared, and my Dad did not want to have it effect his business. I am not offended nor do I get upset when others do not yet understand. It only creates compassion in me, for I too once was there. I had to upgrade my BS (belief systems) to effect measurable tangible results. I learned a lot along the way. Key? Love your enemy! See what gifts your 'diagnosis' brings - and do not look down one tunnel of thought only. PS. To get well from a 'heavy' diagnosis, I suspect most everyone will have to step quite far out of the box. Christine Carleton "I¹m living proof that your choice of how to respond to a situation constitutes your ultimate power. Each time we squarely face and successfully handle a problem, we become aware of even more options." --- Naomi Judd - HAD Hep. C and no longer has it! ...Like the martial arts practice of Aikido. Rather than oppose your enemy head on; step off center, blend with the attacker's energy, and redirect it in such a way as to do no harm. It is the application of the principal of loving your enemy... --- Jason Eaton, http://www.solari.com/action/solari_intro.htm "Never attribute to conspiracy that which is adequately explained by stupidity." --- Robert Heinlein "As you grow older, you'll find the only things you regret are the thing you didn't do." ---Zachary Scott, 1914-1965, Actor ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > From: Holland Simms <[email protected]> > Reply-To: [email protected] > Date: Tue, 04 May 2004 01:09:02 -0500 > > It is great groups like this one that can at least help those with ears > to hear and eyes to see and hands that help. > > Love and Peace, > Holland
