Well, dah'lin', you just keep hanging in there, y'hear.....   Bobberino
 
From: Grace     To: TMIC      Sent: Tuesday, November 01, 2005 9:31 PM
Subject: [TMIC] I love all of you.

You have all been so very kind to me.   Thank you so much for the emails, the love, the support and the very good advice.  I've been struggling.  Today I was able to tell our two trauma specialists, where my head's been these last days---and yes they understand, and no, they aren't going to haul me away to  the hospital.  Instead, they are looking for a good therapist for me.  One that's objective, hardnosed, and won't pull any punches with me.   My anger at the unfairness of this damned disease has slowly turned to despair---and that is something that they tell me is normal in order for me to come full circle.  In the event that I become too overwhelmed, and my thoughts become too dark, or too confused, I am to phone them, night or day, and they'll be here.
 
Oh you are a group of the most wonderful friends.  You are the one good thing that has come from my having this disease.  I know that you all have struggled and wrestled with your thoughts in just the same way that I have---and if I could wrap all of you in my arms and hold you close and safe forever, I would.  There are  just no words.
 
I love you,
Grace   

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