Re: [TMIC] just venting

[Poonam Mahadev Thapa]

Hi Krissy   It is that feeling of anticlimax... A sink full of dirty dishes after a zooming party at night.... A day full of too many hours on completion of a project...... Too much time to kill after a year of being in a chair of a community group... yes it happens. The good times poignantly compare with the rough times. It is up to us to turn the tables around and appreciate the good times because of the rough times. Thank God you had some great moments on your holiday and think that it was great you went, for if you had been surrounded by your friends and family then you might have been so satisfied that you may not have felt the need to go for a holiday! People have the best of holidays when they get away from trying times.   On vacation was the real you, capture that and work on it so that even at home you might be a little of that happy self. It is perhaps easy for me to say but I hope you will find it a little bit easy to follow my humble advice.     Nima   From Kenyan Coast. ----- Original Message ----- From: Krissy Z To: TM List ; TMA-New-England Sent: Friday, July 14, 2006 4:45 AM Subject: [TMIC] just venting I went on vacation and I was so at peace and content and relaxed. I was happy and laughed alot. I came home and it seemed I ceased to live my life here. I have been just going thru the motions to keep myself half way sane. I feel sad, I feel lonely and bored. I feel confined to this house with the kids and I am not sure I want to be here. I want to be back on my vacation.I am realizing I have no close friends near by (most of my family and friends are in other states)...sure I have my kids and if they were older I'm not sure I WOULD have come home. But for now, I feel stuck. I cannot walk far, I cannot drive. I cant really work and am fighting for my SS disability which could take a year...I just feel like I am going thru rote motions of life. It feels like my support system at home just doesn't exist. I'm sorry if this sounds so sad sack, I just didn't know if it was me, or the TM and depression, or just unhappy with life in general....and I needed to vent. Krissy Zodda Tri State Support Group Leader (603)589-1894 http://www.geocities.com/tmladyk/home.html ~I'm In pretty Good Shape For the Shape I am in~ How low will we go? Check out Yahoo! Messenger’s low PC-to-Phone call rates.