Jeron, It sounds like the only way you can go is “up”. You have been through hell. Check into what your insurance will do for you and also check into organizations that can help a situation like yours – I know there are some out there.
I really feel for you and your situation and hope for the very best. You need to also turn to your church and let them help you in any way they can. They can be a tremendous help. Keep us up on what you are doing and how you are feeling. We care. Janice From: Jeron Rampersad Sent: Friday, June 17, 2011 3:24 PM To: [email protected] Subject: [TMIC] I need you guys.... Hi guys, Sorry I have been away for so long. I've been through hell since January 1st this year with my complications with TM. I started having really bad spasms then and I just thought they were normal, but here was our little friend TM acting up again through an infection I managed to pick up in Brazil. I was treated and got better and my wife and I were relocated to the Caribbean, where we are from, by her company just after that. We moved and things settled nicely for a while, but with TM a while is all you have. I got another attack. I've been hospitalised on 7 separate occasions since then just to deal with pain, because sadly neurology is not a practised science in the caribbean. My wife endured all the while at my side. At least she did for a while..... She finally got fed up of it all, seeing me spasm out of control in loads of pain must have been hard. She left me in mid April and I have been trying to cope since, but it's really hard. I love my wife and hate that I put her through so much, but I never thought she would have left. We haven't spoken in a month now and I have medical bills piling up and it's getting scary now. I just need to catch a break. It's more challenging now than when I was first hit by TM, because for the first time in my life I'm truly alone. I know my faith is being tested; I wish I knew what God wanted from me. I need you guys..... Jeron
