Prologue:
* This is, hopefully, a series of serious e-mails from me, but surely everyone 
can join in, and I in fact request everyone to follow suit and/or join in.
* I am glad if a good session of brainstorming is seen as the need of the day. 
Thanks to Karthik for listing out the various lines of thought needed for 
medical cases, which also enables upating the existing version of the 
guidelines document for the same.
* There's absolutely no - N-O no - pattern or direction or theme or probably 
even sense to the train of thoughts that follow; each paragraph could be 
dangling without anchor or support or connection to/from other paragraphs. 
(Yeah, the lack of connection was my motivation to keep things in different 
paragraphs, if you are thinking the same.) Or, I'd not have named the thread 
"random". So, read the whole passage with a kilogram of salt, if a pinch is not 
just enough.

***

When we think of "help", we first tend to think of what we can do...more than 
the thought "what's needed where". Because of this happens diverting all 
resources to one thing at hand - we're surely full then, but is the "full" 
necessary there? We do not know, but we cannot think of pulling back!

Being remotely present and being in a position to control things elsewhere is a 
happy thing to do - mind you, no sarcasm or hurt here - I mean what I say. 
We're not emotionally attached being here, and we can only 'control' - we 
cannot 'govern' or 'direct' - (excessive) exhaustion on the field. It's so very 
much like throwing oneself in a couch and watching a movie... crying with the 
characters and feeling for them, being a part of the movie yet doing your work 
before, during, and after the show. Don't you see the advantage? Yeah, it's not 
a "responsibility" per se, to watch a movie, and the director(s) need not 
bother for what the audience say, but if they do hear, they can only get better 
- if only they don't get irritated at the layman-intelligence that the audience 
exhibit or throw upon. ...And, who should control the remote control, BTW?

We can do a lot - everyone in fact does a lot really - but what directs how 
much anyone can do anytime, or what at what time? ...I am admired - sincere 
thanks due to Prasanthi and others - as a "sarvaantaryaami", but what keeps me 
as this and not something else? Prasanthi's energies are always respectably 
referred in the group, with concern from everyone about her not seeming to care 
for her own self - what brings her this energy? I can name hundred others on 
and off the group, but I'd come to the basic question instead of quoting 
numerous examples and analogies: Why is everyone else doing everything? Passion 
is the driving force most of the time, apart from vested interests if any. 
Passion, nevertheless, is a "feeling" - a very much personal-level feeling - 
that's not generally accepted as a norm and is, obviously so, not understood by 
everyone as being reasonable or right. So, when we do what we do here in 
particular, we KNOW that not everyone is thinking/feeling like us,
 which is why WE are here to try to make a difference. We're surely not like 
everyone else out there - and when I say everyone else, I also mean to 
including other help-groups like ours. We surely do share several feelings with 
such groups and with individuals, but we may also realize that they might not! 
(Kishore Putta Foundation, Vonumu International... there are groups that're 
working on similar lines but we might not sometimes resonate the same feelings, 
or they might not.)

What kind of drive does passion offer? What else do we need to "realize" our 
passions? Efforts, of course! ...I always answer people thus when asked how I 
can do so many things as it seems like: "If you have the passion, let IT make 
the time for itself. You just don't stop it! IF it doesn't do what you think 
it'd, kindle it or even let it kindle itself." What can go wrong if it's really 
so simple? Nothing can, ...if only things are this simple, but they are not. 
That's where priorities come into picture, and planning accordingly. This is 
where exactly *I* fail, and most other "passionate" people fail - at least 
sometimes - with a lack of coordination and faith between the mind and the 
heart, or the sould and the life. The heart's feeling of passion is to be 
meticulously prioritized and planned by the mind and executed by the mind and 
the body. This coordination is to be done within each person... and 
does/need/must NOT come from outside. The heart - which stays cool with
 thoughts about the passion it holds - cannot seem to supply to the mind enough 
heat to generate equally determined effort. This is the missing link I can see 
as I think more...

Object oriented programming is good... (Oh yeah, Ratan-ji, the ".C" has long 
left the procedure-oriented programming paradigm!) in various ways. Why is it 
important or relevant here? "In various ways", I'd say emphatically. First, it 
proposes various ways of dealing with real-world problems, not of the kind we 
discuss/deal with here though. Next, it's "information at fingertips", meaning 
everything you might need is first organized and kept ready for need-based use 
at a later time. In other words, it talks about estimating the needs, planning 
resources, dynamically allocation resources in an organized manner as and when 
required, looking at the same entity in different angles, using the same 
resource/methods in various ways... all of this is required, surely, for a 
proper execution of any tasks. Blocking up all our resources on the same task 
leads to exhaustion, frustration, and dissatisfaction at the end of the task, 
if not before, and these feelings far surpass the
 satisfaction that might be gained upon accomplishment of the task. This, I can 
see happening in the group sometimes. With due respects to all those who're in 
the field - working, all I indicate is that there can be better ways of doing 
the same - bug people, get them to do things, or get more people in, take less 
effort-consuming tasks, strike a balance ...do whatever but do only what you 
can, it's with concern for you people that we suggest or "unsuggest" some tasks!

...
NaChaKi

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