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I was reading Judith's write up on how to do a Level 3 session and followed her directions and brought intentionally a past scene to TB. Okay, done.
Then some negative feelings and emotion seemed to reside within me and so I let it roll and kept quietly acknowledging (to my mind as entity) whatever came up. With each acknowledgement something else would come up. I kept doing that until I saw a whole bunch of bad-mouthing circuits that seemed almost like "real people" and I acknowledged that and did a little bit of positive RI respecting them. Then, very suddenly, I popped fully into present time and the cabinets and windows looked very very bright and shiny, without the past fogging or hazing them. Then some RI to cap the session, and I even had some realizations about the important thing I was RI'ing. It is important to me that I have formal sessions in addition to the informal TB'ing I might do when on the run. But there is always some resistance and temptation to find other things to do as more interesting. So I am starting to take this feeling of resistance and everything attached to it and TB THAT, because it was a miracle and a testament of my case progress that I could make myself read Judith's write-up and get the ball rolling because some very interesting (and "important") things to do just came across my plate. I also notice my communication coming out a bit more direct now, not an antagonistic type of directness: More directed to the being and not to the being's synthetic personality, although I can also talk to a synthetic personality if I feel like it, but I sure know the difference now :-) Thank you to everyone helping me walk my way out of this mind construct. I have been enamored of it way too long, beyond its shelf life date :-) Keep on TROM'ing colleen
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