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Colleen,
I'm so extremely proud of you and thankful to be associated with you. It's such an immense education both ways between us. A very well done on this ! 'Gained a new level of proper humility.' Yes, I have most defininitely noticed this, most certainly so in the last month; this makes me doubly want to duplicate that flow, and show humility also in my transactions towards you. How am I doing on this ? The flower petal analogy rings true for me, and I agree that it can be very aesthetic. Aesthetics can be one of the best traps, can't it? Thetans seem to love aesthetics; it's hard to think that aesthetics are part of the physical universe, and the physical universe is composed of TIPM ( from Insanity Postulates !). This is mind boggling to me sometimes; All the beautiful things are made from insanity?! I guess so. [?] (demo of a Green trying to wrap his mind around that). Yours always, Aarre p.s. No matter where we go, I always want to be associated with you. [?] (two yellows being very loving). On Tue, May 8, 2012 at 3:34 PM, Colleen Peltomaa <[email protected]>wrote: > ************* > The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] > ************ > > Hello, Pete, I downloaded the latest transcripts and some of the older > ones too and will have it all on two hard drives and one flash drive memory > stick. Some of it is also printed out. > > DHS wrote:"The entire secret of making any mental mass vanish is to > re-evaluate its importance to present time realities to the point where it > is considered so trivial that there is no longer any need to keep it in > existence, at which moment the mass can be easily not-known and will > promptly vanish." > > After tripping out for several months exploring the other "Masters" such > as Nisargadatta (very direct), Lester Levenson (workable processes in the > Sedona Method), and lastly Adyashanti (excellent command of English > language and the subject matter, agreeable aesthetics) I am back to reading > afresh TROM manual. The lack of verbosity and aesthetics in TROM and > Dennis is glaring in my eyes, but only because I still have some aesthetic > hangups. I know that too will pass. I recall Dennis saying how beautiful > he finds the level 5 matrix. > > In the early section of the manual where Dennis talks about the 4 legs of > overts/motivators I determined that I consistently act out "must be known" > and it rang true once I scanned myself and see my extreme sensitivity to > rejection, and scientologically extrapolated out that I also > commit/committed overts of rejection and this dovetailed very nicely with > discovering my current reality of my true conditions per the LRH Ethics > Conditions and their formulas. Worked up from the bottom (below Confusion) > and am at point of writing up O/Ws re rejection, sticking to this > lifetime. Gained a new level of proper humility. I pay tribute to Dennis > and the other "Masters" for not allowing me to linger and languish in > high-minded identities and games states of "enlightenment", and to keep > tromming through to Nirvana, which means "cessation". > > Dennis pointedly states that one might not be able to flatten a junior > universe if there are continuing overts, and I saw my own universe that I > was/am still holding on to and how it was formed to keep me in the game and > winning, and how I still commit overts, still play that game. > > At one point during the ethics conditions process I saw all the IP states > organized as The Flower of Life, a topography of consciousness as pertains > to IP states as they eternally create sensational matters. From the > distance these IP states all look so lovely and beautiful. Was it not so? > > And "That was then and this is now...". > > colleen > > > > > > > > > -- > *- i - * > > > _______________________________________________ > Trom mailing list > [email protected] > http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom > >
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