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Hello, Pete, I downloaded the latest transcripts and some of the older ones too and will have it all on two hard drives and one flash drive memory stick. Some of it is also printed out.
DHS wrote:"The entire secret of making any mental mass vanish is to re-evaluate its importance to present time realities to the point where it is considered so trivial that there is no longer any need to keep it in existence, at which moment the mass can be easily not-known and will promptly vanish." After tripping out for several months exploring the other "Masters" such as Nisargadatta (very direct), Lester Levenson (workable processes in the Sedona Method), and lastly Adyashanti (excellent command of English language and the subject matter, agreeable aesthetics) I am back to reading afresh TROM manual. The lack of verbosity and aesthetics in TROM and Dennis is glaring in my eyes, but only because I still have some aesthetic hangups. I know that too will pass. I recall Dennis saying how beautiful he finds the level 5 matrix. In the early section of the manual where Dennis talks about the 4 legs of overts/motivators I determined that I consistently act out "must be known" and it rang true once I scanned myself and see my extreme sensitivity to rejection, and scientologically extrapolated out that I also commit/committed overts of rejection and this dovetailed very nicely with discovering my current reality of my true conditions per the LRH Ethics Conditions and their formulas. Worked up from the bottom (below Confusion) and am at point of writing up O/Ws re rejection, sticking to this lifetime. Gained a new level of proper humility. I pay tribute to Dennis and the other "Masters" for not allowing me to linger and languish in high-minded identities and games states of "enlightenment", and to keep tromming through to Nirvana, which means "cessation". Dennis pointedly states that one might not be able to flatten a junior universe if there are continuing overts, and I saw my own universe that I was/am still holding on to and how it was formed to keep me in the game and winning, and how I still commit overts, still play that game. At one point during the ethics conditions process I saw all the IP states organized as The Flower of Life, a topography of consciousness as pertains to IP states as they eternally create sensational matters. From the distance these IP states all look so lovely and beautiful. Was it not so? And "That was then and this is now...". colleen -- *- i - *
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