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On Aug 5, 2012, at 1:20 PM, [email protected] wrote:
Hi Paul
Thanks for the welcome
As seemed to be typical of the Co$ Organizations, there was lots of
miss-understanding
regarding the Technology and its application per Hubbards Technical
Bulletins.
I was about the only public person ( non-staff ) training as an
auditor. So there
was no one to co-audit with. When someone finally did train besides
myself,
they were OT 5, so no need to co-audit, they just do a smattering
of the level they
trained on to prove the basic skill and pass. So I got hardly any
auditing.
Yes I saw a lot of that quickying too. I think it was a travesty to
then grant Class VI credentials. I listened to every tape and read
all bulletins.
I did my training at ASHO Day & Foundation. I was there from 86-90.
I was Clear so I needed no auditing from any of the students. I
delivered at lot. I delivered all of the actions on the Bridge up to
Clear from start to finish, all of the corrective actions and all of
the Sec-Checking. There were always lots of SO PC's.
I learned a lot and got a lot of experience. I even CS'ed and
changed and improved on several of the processes. I doubt those
changes ever got put in as standard. I graduated before the Golden
Age of Tech came in, a change I know is crazy and degraded. I can
tell you some stories there.
Then when this little bit of auditing did occur, just my luck on
level 5 New Era Dianetics,
during a correction list, Clear was reading. At that time, very dull
staff considered a Clear certainty rundown was the only allowed
next action,
and they interpreted the tech as saying no grades processes after
Clear. So
I was effectively stopped on my bridge, as I trained partly to co-
audit, did not
have the bucks to pay my way. Took out a 5 grand loan for my
auditor training.
I had done the DCSI twice and attested to Clear twice. Also got many
intensives after Clear of Dianetics (and I'm still alive) and that
was when I got fed up and decided to get trained. I went thru two
more CCRD's, one not Clear and then the 2nd one the next day because
I was so pissed and demanded it and then attested to Clear again. I
then decided those Boyz don't know what they are doing and dropped
out altogether.
I spent the next 10-15yrs personally investigating Ron and the
Church. I know a lot of what has happened but have kept most of it
to myself.
As I had not the funds to afford this, I was barred from any other
auditing till
that was done.?
Later, long story short, kind of, got on staff, went to Flag
Organization in Florida as
a CL Vlll trainee, made it through to CL Vl, still no CCRD ( clear
certainty rundown )
as all their CCRD auditors world wide were being retreaded at the
time - 1992.
( Had to re-do their training )
My headache issue was manifesting big time, could not muster enough
wherewithal
to push myself through the pain for CL Vl internship, so someone
gave in on CCRD
requirement and started me on various repairs with more Dianetics .
Not much help,
so I saw that I needed to route off, and go find my own solution
before it became an
ethics matter.
I handled any and all headaches forever while I was on the Grades. I
did it one night at home, looking in my skull for the source. I
never found it and have never had another headache or head pain since.
That ended my stay and auditor training.
I was certified Clear after an evolved Dianetic auditing tech
called R3X
( developed by Robert Ducharme ) was delivered by a famous freezone
auditor
Rolf Dane ( Clear Bird ). He basically followed LRH advices on The
Interiorization
Run Down, but used the modified Dianetics R3X technique.
Since, some Solo R3X, some TROM, some Sedona method, and lots of raw
confront in the earliest part of the Time Track in and around
Separation from Static and or Void ,
where I got my own viewpoint and verification with certainty that
the To Know Matrix
and TROM are the fundamental pattern structure of the mind. So I
did not need to take Dennis Stephens
word for it, I got the opportunity to see for myself .?
Unfortunately there is still all the onion
left to peel, I got a good look and feel for the inception of the
To Know Matrix, but that
old friend the mind is plenty here still, so I'll apply the
exercises and do it the way
Dennis outlines.
Probably too much information, but it answers how a CL Vl missed
out on the expected
auditing and standard supposed case level.
No, I loved all of it. I was public from 79 until the end and have
gobs of stories I could tell. What part of the country are you in?
Love,
Ralph
Paul/Level 5 in progress
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