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Begin forwarded message: > From: Ludo Vermeulen <[email protected]> > Date: December 6, 2012, 10:34:31 PM PST > To: Pete Mclaughlin <[email protected]> > Subject: Re: Welcome to TROM > > Hello everyone, I have been involved in Scientology from 1989 till 2000, > mostly on staff in Brussels. I had cognited on what it was and wanted to go > OT, but always had an inner conflict with the high pressure and demands that > where completely fanatic for the outside world. So I left thinking there must > be something wrong with me but I just couldn't have it. But I still wanted to > go free, someday, later, and I left it at that untill about 4 weeks ago. > > And then I stumbled over some videos on the internet about Marty Rathbun and > Mike Rinder having left and exposing the brutalities at Int management level. > And suddenly I realized the problem hadn't been me but the Church altering > the tech and enforcing it to the public. I blew so much charge and came right > uptone about the whole subject again. I couldn't stop looking for more data > in the independant field and I saw the world of difference between the > livelihood on one side and the dead, robotic TRs on the other. I discovered > what a wonderful being David Mayo was from his lectures. And then I came > across Denisses reminiscences of the early years and it was just beautiful. > > And that's how I discovered TROM and I absolutely loved it from the > beginning. I have gone over the theory twice already and just from > understanding the concept I have gained so much ARC. There is an > understanding there of life that is senior to anything else, that is basic to > anything else and I notice it in my understanding of people and situations. > > To give an example, just a few minutes ago I was thinking how much I have > changed already from understanding the mechanics of the mind and I recognised > I have less fears from communicating. I am much more outgoing. I contemplated > that it was my mind throwing those fears at me, not the reality of the actual > situation, and then I suddenly realized it was not my mind but me myself who > put it there and then blamed my mind for it in order to keep it in force. And > that started a line charge till my stomach hurt. And after a while I was > thinking I have to write this down or I'll forget what it was. I right away > after that realized this was yet another thing I had just ordered my mind to > throw at me. Of course I can remember this insight in my use or rather misuse > of my mind, and there came a second burst of laughter probably taking charge > off a lot of incidents relating to this. This is powerful stuff... and I've > enjoyed sharing it with you. Sorry if it's a bit long. > > For now, best regards, > > Ludo. > > Op 6-dec.-2012 om 16:56 heeft Pete Mclaughlin > <[email protected]> het volgende geschreven: > >> >> >> HI AND WELCOME TO HE TROM MAILING LIST. >> You will at first be on moderated status where your posts to the list will >> be checked by he List Moderator before posting. You can get unmoderated >> status by posting an introduction about what brought you to TROM. >> >> You should read through the archive of old emails. Many of the question you >> have have already been answered there. You will find the archive at >> http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom >> >> Be sure and visit the sister site www.tromhelp.com where you will fing many >> files of TROM audio, transcripts and books available for download. All these >> materials are in the public domain so you can copy and share them with >> others as you like. >> >> Keep on TROMing >> Pete McLaughlin >> List Moderator >>
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