I think the problem ultimately with me doing long videos, long podcasts, is that I lose the point of what I'm talking about.
It's already discouraging from non-internet users when you explain to them what you are doing, be it podcasting or blogging. They think your just some loser who wants the world to know they exist when they simply don't in the real world. That has caused me to close my blogs amoung other things because what is right with the world is supposed to be what's write for me. The problem is that I live a life indoors. Part of that has to do with what I do in real life and part of it is that I'm not a social creature. I turn to blogging because I can express without the need to look a certain way, think a certain way, or have an expectation. The thing about blogging, podcasting and all that is that now that people have gotten some fame out of these platforms everyone is expected to do that or better. Anything less gets no attention. I say funk all that. I represent the real -- the economy as is. I don't have the money for fancy presentations, well edited blogs or podcasts, or anything else of the high-end nature. I'm a simple man with no money who does everything on the barebones. Wow -- I better stop there. Hope I made sense.
