Hi Steve,
 
Very good points.   I wonder about this as well.  Whether its a 
fake-it-till-you-make-it-thing or not, part of my own dis-illusionment with all 
such practices, beit zen Dzogchen, kunalini and the rest--results from what I 
perceive  as a big hypocracy.  Masters  go on and on about ego-less no self 
existence, yet their  own egos are vested in gathering students, book deals, 
and  the attention they receive.  Especially when its trendy to claim to be on 
a spiritual path these days.  A lot  of this just rings hollow to me right 
now.  
 
I've been quite critical of many ideas presented on the forum, probably because 
a lot of it is a "been there--done that -thing. I've taught yoga-- learned all 
about  this kundalini stuff.. did the zen retreats and practices. Read the 
books.  Stopped reading to go within.  And the like.  
 
Ed's comments a couple of days about the steps  on the path to enlightment , 
reminded me of a book series  that I own-- but never finished reading.  I 
decided to grab one, and read it on the plane east-- (meaning Maryland-- not 
the bid "East" in Asia;) 
 
The series is aptly titled, "Steps on the Path to Enlightment".  Its a 5-book 
series, and I grabbed the one volume of the shelf that would likely irritate 
me.  Its Vol II-- "Karma".   But if i can stomach it-- perhaps i can learn 
enough to better understand Anthony--as i have admired him for a long time.
 
I--myself am in the midst of inner change, which makes me grumpy at times.  I 
fully accept Bill's statement that zen is a-ethical.  The problem I'm having,  
is that I simply don't want to live that way.  I'm willing to sign on to some 
suffering as a result. For me-- equanimity is just not where I want to be right 
now.   I want to be involved in the world in such a way that I will 
undoubtedly  "feel" pain and hurt and frustration due to the people and 
problems I will be involved with.
 
I'll try to follow-up with a comment to ED later..
 
Be well ~ k~
 


--- On Thu, 3/17/11, SteveW <[email protected]> wrote:


From: SteveW <[email protected]>
Subject: Re: [Zen] First Master of Dzogchen
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, March 17, 2011, 11:55 AM


  





--- In [email protected], Kristy McClain <healthyplay1@...> wrote:
>
> ED,
>  
>  
> I have comments on the attached but will offer them later.  But wanted to 
> share this now.. 
>  
> Does this line-up with the teachers you had?  k
>  
>  
> Hi Kristy. While I certainly agree with the assessment that the 
> inherently-existing ego-self is an illusion, I cannot help but wonder how 
> many supposedly enlightened masters are just faking it. It is one thing to 
> understand that the ego has no inherent existence, and quite another thing to 
> live your life that way. But who knows? Maybe Kundalini yoga is the magic 
> bullet. For that matter, I cannot help but wonder how many people who assert 
> that "everything is perfect in being what it is" really react to people, 
> places and things with perfect equanimity. 
Steve
>
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