dear suresh.... thank you for your email to all of us on the forum...
you did state in early emails you had many problems at home that to me seemed a heavy burden ... i trust some of these have been resolved.. that you are carrying a lighter load.. i for one am thinking the best for you.. trusting that you can continue to post in a joyous and cheerful correspondence accusing no one, creating light not darkness... happy days for you.. merle Dear My zen friends, I was silent for 24 hours not to react to any mails. I am seeing heavy thunderstorm down pouring because of me in the forum. In my last mail to Bill I wrote on how to communicate without words, which I practiced now. But I wonder this forum members are supposed to be the practitioners of zen seems no patience, so quick in reacting which is of restless mind’s nature. So then what is so great in claiming I am practicing for 30 years or 40 years etc., I was sticking to the core subject from the beginning that is Mr.Charles' mail, on which context he had mentioned that “If you meet the Buddha on the road side kill him”, but everyone had deviated from this main subject and talked on my personnel matters since I accused everyone. Since my writings have offended many, I seek my sincere apologies from every one. That is not my intention, but to give you all shock to see your own reality of restless mind. I am surprised to see amidst this thunderstorm, Mr.Charles is maintaining silent, he did not come back to state in what context he wrote those words. I need to thank Mr.William and Mr.Edger, who some way supported my freedom of expression. I was thinking what I am going to gain by fighting with you all. There is nothing. If you think you are right go ahead. This is the beauty of nature. Even though we talk about oneness or Buddha nature or Advaita we still perceive different lives, my life against yours, and hence we fight. Few judge me based on my background life which I mentioned in this forum, but is it me? This me, who is thinker, is he not resultant of this world outside? This ‘me’ we hate when we try to sleep, because it disturbs our sleep. How come ‘me’ supposed to be myself can work against my welfare? So this is not self. I am not what you all think as I am. You can only know me, only when you know your ‘self’. Best wishes Suresh -- Thanks and best regards J.Suresh New No.3, Old No.7, Chamiers road - 1st Lane, Alwarpet, Chennai - 600018 Ph: 044 42030947 Mobile: 91 9884071738 ------------------------------------ Current Book Discussion: any Zen book that you recently have read or are reading! Talk about it today!Yahoo! Groups Links http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
