Dear Joe comments please for my below mail to other fourm member
brgds Suresh Dear Sri.Shivasankara Rao, Yesterday night I saw your mail and Sri.Ram Mohan mail in my blackberry. Fearing not to get disturbed by your mails in the night, I did not read it. I was keep thinking whether in my mail, I used any derogatory word or abusive word, have I hurt any of the members or elders? Then I questioned what is that I wanted? Am I wanted to know who am I? or Am I here to correct some body or make somebody to accept my view? Is not all waste of energy? But I was hurt and I reciprocated that is all. Now what is my inner intention to write on the forum? Definitely my inner intention was to get a word of appreciation. That is what inner mind longs. Each of my writings I write from my heart, I see to convey truth as it comes from my heart. I read it again and again correct spelling mistakes, correct grammatical mistakes and then post with satisfaction as if I am delivering a child, so each of my writing (child) is of my creativity, with so much of my love in it. Now when that writing was dissected and stated it is all delusion, you are mad, you are nonsense, you are emotional you cannot think rationally, then I am totally upset, something in me was dying. What I write is me, my soul and spirit. And that soul and spirit is wounded. Hence I am disappointed with the forum members and Moderator. When I was young may be in 8th standard, my father told me that we need to write to CM to know about this next door owner. Who has small shop of textile in walajapet market, and now built two story apartment accommodating 6 flats and rented out in 30 years before. So I wrote a letter (in Tamil only), when he read he was so happy that whatever he wanted to communicated about him, was there with more clarity. He appreciated me for my writing and but I don’t remember whether he has posted or not. There upon, me, my elder brother and my uncle used to write novels. I was youngest (10th std), and my uncle and my brother was wondering how he could write how lovers can behave? And they appreciated my writing. My father always used to appreciate me for any of my acts. Even while riding in bike with my father on the back, if someone touched the bike or I made a touch or close quarter situations, sometimes I will say it was my mistake. My father used to state that I was watching you, you ride it in right direction only, he only came and hit us. Once he came to receive me at Airport, while going back we have taken Auto. This Auto driver wanted to take in roundabout direction, so that he can earn more (that time meter was used). Then I told him the direction. For that driver said, No sir, what I am going is right way, then I started shouting at him, “Don’t try teach way to my home, even if I am 6 months away, I know all routes here. Go as directed me” My father after getting down appreciated me, “How you are shouting at him? You are very courageous”. Those days only that Auto shanker murder case was very famous, so everyone was afraid of Auto drivers. Even after our family fight and separated, he used to come to our house and see our children. He said you are correct (maintain silence during fight). I need to support my wife so I have to shout at your wife, but you have not taken a side, that is correct. My fathers used to always appreciate me and say I am correct always. I never ever remember he said I am wrong. Now when some Zen member appreciated my view on Karma, when I posted this here, I was taken for ride. No need to appreciate, but at least need not hurt in comparing with my personnel life. Sri.Ram Mohan attitude or his general way of analysis is for one pot rice one rice is evidence for cooking. But this will not applicable for Human being. Each human being under goes different kind of environment and pressure every moment, hence his reactions and responses will be different form each moment. For my personnel life, I may be emotional but for discussing a philosophy over a natural disaster, I am not emotional, I am looking at it more scientifically. So he used same scale to measure all. That was his mistake. So yesterday night I thought my intention and aim is not contradicting you all with zen and Buddhism, but to know my self who am I. It means I want to quench my thirst or I want to end my hunger, in that case I see what is available which can quench my thirst or end my hunger. What is needed is water or food. Now if that food or water is served in different brand name, what is the use of brand name, what we wanted is food and water. Now we are fighting over packing (brand). You state our pack is good, and someone says their pack is good. Now I come and say I am least concerned about pack, but want to know and who can immediately quench my thirst and end my hunger? I don’t mind whether it is Buddha pack or Krishna Pack, what is inside is matter of concern and not the pack. I take both I consume both. I consume both Buddha pack and Krishna pack. Now I am rich I have tasted both pack and hence I am able to say which is more tastier which is lesser. I cannot confine myself to any one ism. I see this confining oneself to one set of beliefs what breeds war, this is what brings confusion in action. This is the root cause of all conflicts. You and me may be very good friends. Similarly me and Ram Mohan may be good friends, what makes us to fight, it is because of this ‘view’, the attachment to one idea. Hence I don’t like to get attached to one idea. I am thirst and hungry and my aim to end this thirst and hunger, so I search for food. And I don’t leave any possibility of availability of food just because of it has different label. You yourself wrote Buddha was an incarnation of Vishnu, then why this aversion to zen and Buddhist thoughts? Sir, one simple question to you? Do you like to get enlightenment or to realize your ‘self’or do you like to be Pandit thus following Sanathana dharma thus go through, conflict, fight, birth and death etc . ? Best wishes Suresh On 7/1/13, shivashankara rao <[email protected]> wrote: > Mr. Suresh,You say,"........This is the root cause of my conflict with all > people in this forum". > THIS IS NOT A FORUM TO PROPAGATE ZEN AND BUDDHIST THOUGHTS. > You say, ".....So there is no karma of past life, but our unconscious > mistakes in life causes our suffering, but since this view, no Hindu > scriptures supports, they will say I am confused, emotional, mad, deluding > and what not." > WITH ALL THESE YOU SAY, ".......... I state he (Moderator) behaves as > Dictator"!! > Please keep the interests of Sanatana Dharma and Brahminism in particular in > your postings and not those of Zen or Buddhism etc. > > > > > -- Thanks and best regards J.Suresh New No.3, Old No.7, Chamiers road - 1st Lane, Alwarpet, Chennai - 600018 Ph: 044 42030947 Mobile: 91 9884071738 ------------------------------------ Current Book Discussion: any Zen book that you recently have read or are reading! Talk about it today!Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Zen_Forum/ <*> Your email settings: Individual Email | Traditional <*> To change settings online go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Zen_Forum/join (Yahoo! ID required) <*> To change settings via email: [email protected] [email protected] <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [email protected] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
