Al,

Al:  "I would rather have a positive attitude that is a pure illusion
than be a mean-spirited jerk filled with reality."

Careful what you wish for :)

I don't know that I like meaness, mine, yours, Fudos, or others.  Its
here though.  I'll try to use it judiciously.  I'm not saying we embrace
meanness, or that we don't try to avoid it -- but I don't know that it
should be bartered against disillusionment.

How 'bout just getting disillusionment, and let the chips fall where
they may?  If this feels like a carte blanch (sp?) ticket to be allowed
to be mean while 'seeking disillusionment' this ticket is also illusion.

Rod




Rod Scholl 

-----Original Message-----
From: [email protected] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On
Behalf Of spider
Sent: Sunday, April 24, 2005 10:35 AM
To: [email protected]
Subject: Re: [Zen] What is a Teacher?


From: "Rev Genryu" > Otto, the best advice I can give is to give up your
idea of what a teacher is and actually go and train with one for a few
years.
>

With all due respect to you and any other Zen Monk, I have no interest
in being abused by some arrogant jerk. Based on what you and Fudo have
shared, a Zen Master is just an abusive bully who squeezes all the Ego
out of a person by verbally abusing him until there is nothing left of
pride, dignity, self, ego, etc. I guess that system works, and if your
soul needs that and benefits from that, more power to you.

However, Zen is not just about monks. It is about people who are
interested in zazen and the benefits it can bring, and the learning that
they get from Zen books, and whatever they can learn from a Zen group or
Zen Center.
Teachers are everywhere, not just in monasteries or Temples.

I let Fudo dominate the list with his mean-spirited diatribes because I
hoped that I would learn something from them, and that there was a
method to his madness. But all I learned is that I don't like abusive
assholes, and I never did. Trying to imitate Fudo and being an abusive
jerk did not make me any more enlightened, and being abused by him or
reading his abusive remarks to others did not enlighten me either.

But I certainly remember the wonder that I feel when I read a good Zen
book.
If that is an illusion, it is better than the stink of the reality that
Fudo is selling by the river. I would rather have a positive attitude
that is a pure illusion than be a mean-spirited jerk filled with
reality.



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