--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "authfriend" <jstein@...> wrote:
What exactly is behind Vaj's sadistic anti-Robin campaign that he feels the need to disguise with bullshit rationalizations and "clarifications"? Inquiring minds want to know. Robin has been very open about his agenda; why can't Vaj be open about his? Why is he so intent on destroying Robin's hard-won progress toward well-being? RESPONSE: Rest assured, Judy, that Vaj cannot affect me in any way. I don't say this as some kind of defiant boast. I say this as a matter of empirical fact: Vaj could only touch me where I live were he willing to put his soul into his posts to me. As it is, I always feel how far off he is [both in terms of what he is aiming at in me, and in the sense that he is "far off" from even his own true self], even as I could write some devastating posts *to myself*. So, until or unless Vaj takes off his mask and becomes humanly accessible to meas Curtis always wasI can't even benefit from his antipathy towards me. I don't believe Vaj can help himself; he is genuinely caught in a kind of self-made matrix; and there evidently is no way out. He seems in his last post to Steve to be willing to adhere to his stated intention: to deal with me within the presentfor instance, I do not bring up his personal relationship to Pol Pot [although I have a video]. I appreciate that his attacks upon me and my reputationand my mental healthhave drawn out such a true and sincere concern in you; but I am more stable than this; else I would never had come onto FFL. Ten years ago, I would have been in no position to post at FFL. Now I am. I think I finally know what's driving Vaj, but even before this, I did not get alarmed by what he was doing. I believe the abuse from Vaj will attenuate into nothingunless prompted by one of his cohortsor his valiant defender, Steve. Thanks, Judy!
