Tonya,
In no way did you do anything to harm sweet little Grayson. He had
surely already passed when you woke up and found him lower and like Nina
said you weren't smothering him in any way.
His mission in this life was short, to come in, know despair, then
amazing love and caring (when you took him in) and to show you that no
matter how burned out, fed up or hopeless you feel, your good heart will
always be there for an animal in need. You are much stronger than you
think.
All things happen for a reason and I know how difficult that is to
accept sometimes. Being mere humans we always think we must control
everything around us, but that is not always going to be the case, we
are only one of the smallest parts of this universe and all in it.
My prayers are with you ...
--
Belinda
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