Please don't think that. If you had deliberately set out to
harm that dear one - then you might have cause to take blame.
Blaming yourself in this case simply isn't appropriate. It is
obvious to me that you cared very much and you made his short time here
the very best that it could possibly be. I think you are
wonderful - and thank you for caring for that precious creature.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
elizabeth
elizabeth
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From: [EMAIL PROTECTED]
To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org
Sent: Tue, 18 Jul 2006 4:58 AM
Subject: I killed Grayson
I just woke and Grayson was dead. I think I smothered
him. I think 2:30 was the last time he woke me up to be
fed. I had him up by my neck but remember finding him sleeping
down next to me at one point and moving him back up. I guess it
didn't cross my mind at the time that he should have been screaming for
food at that point. I just moved him back up higher on the bed
and covered him in his little towel and fell back asleep. When I
woke again I wondered why he hadn't cried yet or moved over to my
neck. He was dead because I had killed him.
tonya
