Okay Not my experience
Sounds like there is still a you trying not to allow the truth of the experience I am the same - fighting - the 'me' who slowly realises he is not needed fights back - does not like being ignored - wants to own everything like a petulant kid - not content to be called upon for planning or doing math LOL Sent from an iPhone On 31 Aug 2010, at 12:14, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > Absolute reality can be hard to handle sometimes. > Hence the sages live in the mountains and forests in solitude. > It is a very high energy state and common people are usually scared of such > individuals. > It is an intense, fearless and powerful state and cannot be messed around > with. > But all in all, it is very blissful and all your search ends here. > > > On Tue, Aug 31, 2010 at 11:30 AM, <[email protected]> wrote: > I was anxious and panicky a lot until I've started to watch the I am sense. > Since that the amount of my anxiousness has dropped drastically (80% less) > Sent via BlackBerry from Vodafone > > From: roomsearching <[email protected]> > Date: Tue, 31 Aug 2010 11:28:23 +0100 > To: Mark Ty-Wharton<[email protected]> > Cc: [email protected]<[email protected]>; > Advaita<[email protected]> > Subject: Re: describe > > I am quite panicky and anxious all the time :-) > > I havent yet got used to it. > > But its not a big deal. Its a mind thing. > > I usually seek out less panicky situations to live my life. > > On Tue, Aug 31, 2010 at 11:21 AM, Mark Ty-Wharton <[email protected]> > wrote: > Smoking weed makes me very panicky and anxious though! > > So nothing like that for me > > Opiates maybe? > > Sent from an iPhone > > On 31 Aug 2010, at 09:44, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > >> This has the same effect as smoking weed. >> >> The day I reached the end of this journey, I was almost like a complete >> crackhead. >> >> I am hungry all the time, horny all the time, and always high. >> >> Its a bit embarassing to be in public to be honest because I have no more >> inhibitions. >> >> I dont differentiate between men and women, children or old people. >> >> >> >> >> >> On Tue, Aug 31, 2010 at 7:17 AM, <[email protected]> wrote: >> Sometimes it takes 10 seconds to dissolve anxiety completely. >> This meditations do not block my daily duties because I do them in the >> micro-spare-time. >> Sent via BlackBerry from Vodafone >> >> -----Original Message----- >> From: [email protected] >> Date: Tue, 31 Aug 2010 06:11:52 >> To: Mark Ty-Wharton<[email protected]> >> Reply-To: [email protected] >> Cc: Advaita<[email protected]> >> Subject: Re: describe >> >> I used to have strong anxiety issues and I've never found anything which >> works better than this. It dissolves anxiety with no exception. I meditate >> on that by which I know I am at least 30 times a day. >> ------Original Message------ >> From: Mark Ty-Wharton >> To: [email protected] >> Cc: Advaita >> Subject: Re: describe >> Sent: Aug 31, 2010 12:34 AM >> >> I don't really "feel" anything >> >> It is as if I am not really there but there at the same time >> >> It is an impersonal experience >> >> It feels light and IT wants to giggle (the Mark machine) >> >> It is a totally mind boggling experience >> >> Mark cannot explain it >> >> He doesn't know if he is a part of it or not >> >> It's like looking at things like Ihave never seen them before >> >> Perspective is interesting >> >> Things take on a super 3D quality >> >> Everything looks fresh >> >> New details are noticed >> >> And feelings are seemingly generated - and others which arise and are >> observed seem separate >> >> Anxiety becomes very calm and almost surreal >> >> Like that >> >> Mark >> >> Sent from an iPhone >> >> On 30 Aug 2010, at 23:09, [email protected] wrote: >> >> > Please describe that by which you know that you are. How it is like? >> > I just want to see if it is similar to what I feel. >> > Thanks >> > Sent via BlackBerry from Vodafone >> >> >> Sent via BlackBerry from Vodafone >> > >
