I have mentioned in the past about my occasional 3:15am wake ups. Where I wake up completely alert, and don't even have to look at the clock to know it is exactly 3:15am.
"When the morning breeze awakes you, listen, it has something to say". Anyway, my wife has had severe Chronic Fatigue Syndrome for some time now and it has been getting worse. When I say worse, I mean really bad as in, it started really freaking me out and I was really worrying about her. I don't know anything about CFS. I asked to know what was causing this for her sake. Our sake. Two nights later 3:15am hits, I'm up, I'm in the office and just started following my heart and gut, but paid close attention with my mind while on the computer. Her CFS was not on my mind at this time. This word kept popping up over and over on almost every web page I jumped to. "Aspertame" Apparently "Aspertame" is an artificial sweetener can mimic and/or drastically increase the effects of CFS when taken over long periods of time. My wife is a bit of a health nut. Sugar free this sugar free that. She has stayed away from "Aspertame" for just a few days and says she is finally feeling alive. I'm not saying her problem is fixed. I do believe "Aspertame" played a huge variable. Now, my question (s) is (are). Did my subconscious know this and nudge me in that direction to put it all together? Did the universe (God) just provide what I asked for? And I have been pondering this for several days. What if being enlightened was nothing more that enabling your subconscious (the id) to surface into the conscious and take the reigns? The "id" does not attach itself to things. The "id" is not proud or ashamed. The "id" just is. It just wants food, water, sleep, and sex ....... the end. Sounds like enlightenment to me. Just a thought.
