Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities
because I have the resources I need, I am just not taking full advantage of them, I am impatient in waiting for them, and my grit is weak. I have some strengths no doubt, but grit is a weak one. And let's not forget about the motherfucking virus that is slowing everything down like an enzyme with mental retardation. I'm sure I could be on better termss with my dad. I am just very very uncomfortable talking about any of my problems around him. I guess you can say that I don't give him a chance to help. But isn't it common sense that I need help? I've kind of hinting at the fact that I am unhappy. I don't show it to him, but he should be able to read between the lines, right? Maybe this is more of my fault than I originally thought, but my dad could be doing a lot better than he is. Sometimes he asks me, hey what is your situation with school like, or what is your situation of employment like. And I just say I don't know.
I'm an asshole if you haven't noticed, and I think it is really starting to show now based on what I just said. I don't try to be an asshole, I just am.
He asks me all the time if I am ok. I just say yeah, every time. I just don't think he is the right person to help me. Based on his logical skills that I see, and the behavior I do observe, I don't feel that he could help me much.
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