Re: Demons
I suffer from depression myself so I'd like to start by saying if at any point your situation changes and you do feel like you may harm yourself in some way or if it really starts bothering you please do seek professional advice, it doesn't make you unstable just human. I was born sighted and now completely blind, I can tell you when it's 24/365 it isn't enjoyable.
Perhaps in the same way as some transgender individuals practicing transvestism you might wish to obtain either a blindfold or blacked out glasses of some kind even if only to wear around the house, this might hopefully release enough of your feelings to ease the pressure. While I haven't heard of this before I see no harm in it even though I know many people would likely stigmatise you for it. Hell I've had rare brief temptations towards transvestism myself though I seriously doubt I'd ever feel able to actually try it out, and as someone who finds gender no more important to attraction than matters like body type and hair colour I seem to find transvestites and other matters that play with the concepts of gender and gender roles rather sexy.
Ultimately so long as you are happy with who you are and you don't harm others you can do pretty much whatever you like and I'll support your right to do it. In fact I've made a couple of revelations here I haven't really mentioned to anyone before simply as a show of support, and I thank you for giving me an incentive to do so since it will likely help me in accepting myself as I hope it does for you.
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