Re: A quick word.
I think part of this whole anger and complaining thing is that we all get to know each other in one way or the other, so you do what you gotta do throughout the day then you get on the forums, and you run into the same people the same things over and over, and like an itch, someone's tonality, attitude or whatever can start to rankle, and you have a couple of these people, then you just kind of get angry and feel like you have to complain or let loose, I don't know, that's my explanation, there's always that drama. Then you have the person on the other end who may not like your attitude, something you said, so it goes both ways. Then, you run into character flaws in people which further go on to exacerbate the situation. For example, One of my main flaws is an inability to forgive, and holding a grudge, i know, intellectually, that this makes no sense to hold something over someone's head that might have happened 10 or 15 years ago, this is one of the reas ons why me and my mother still, to this very day, fight a lot sometimes. Stubbornness is another one, well, at least I can trace that one, it comes from my mother, and my grandpa, heh. Well, you try to work on them but its not easy, stubbornness means that you either don't like to change or fear change, another flaw in me, it flows like a stream downhill, maybe a lake or a pool that starts at the top of a mountain carves a river bed that meanders down and down and creates estuaries that fork off which create more streams or little channels, well that main river, it's destined to flow all the way to the ocean so one or two major character flaws can spawn other ones that are directly related. It's inconceivable for me to forget the past and move on, the past is always with you, the past is where you've taken form, as it were, the past is where you have been and have done or witnessed the things you have to make you the person today. Certain genes can predispose som eone to psychological issues, but maybe they might never experience them, or, maybe something in their past combined with that predisposition, can create a host of mental issues.
Well that was a long post, so yeah, wrapping up in 3, 2, 1, boom!
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