So I'm wondering if the things I was feeling and thinking at that time are all that different from the things Doug is describing?
It is frightening to know with some degree of certainty some of the bad
things that lurk deep in my spirit (or whathaveyou).
My condolences, however belated. No one deserves to be treated that way. I think that actual personal experiences like the one you describe are somewhat different than the dark thoughts we were discussing that single out people without even really knowing them.
Apropos, perhaps, for you.
Two of Me, Two of You Jackson Browne
There are two of me And two of you Two who have betrayed love And two who have been true And together we went crashing through Every bond and vow and faith we knew Me and the fool Iâve been And the two of you
Of the two of me One always knew That I would always love you Whatever you might do And the more unfree and troubled you grew I could feel the whole world splitting in two Trying to make the room For the two of you
So like a fragile little child More than a little lost and wild How the light would leave the sky when you cried And returned again when you smiled And how the light would invade and divide The darkness I have inside
There were two of me And two of you Searching for a passageway Hidden from our view And together we went crashing through Every bond and vow and faith we knew Me and the fool Iâve been And the two of you
From I'm Alive, 1993 -- Doug _______________________________________________ http://www.mccmedia.com/mailman/listinfo/brin-l
