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Thank you. I got bored
Vanessa
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Sent: Tuesday, September 21, 2004 7:53
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Subject: [may04] Re: [may04]
Beautiful........
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Sent: Tuesday, September 21, 2004 3:08
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Subject: [may04]
Looking into the room I see him sleeping. A gorgeous little thing
with a beautiful smile and big blue eyes. I watch him closely to see
the rise and fall of his chest under his yellow afghan and his little
striped union suit. He's mine. My little angel. I want to
hold him close and take it all in. The time will fly too
quickly. He won't need me one day. But for now I encourage him
to learn and grow and change to move without me even when I don't want
him to. While inside my heart breaks a little with each new thing,
each step he takes to be his own person, it also swells with pride at this
delightful little man starting on the path to self discovery. One day
he'll run and jump and play with other kids and I'll watch. I won't be
mommy or mama but mom or mother. One day he'll tell me he hates me and
I'll send him to his room so I can cry. One day he'll kiss me
back. One day he'll be so bad I'll want to whip him. But one day
I'll look back on him and realize my boy is now a man and be proud of what I
made...of what he becomes. I am his mother and I will always be proud
even when I shouldn't. I'll always love him even when he's mean and
angry and refuses to bathe. I'll always love him because he's MY son
and he can only be what I make him or shape him into. Even though he
depends on me for everything he relies on me to teach him wrong from right,
good from bad. I make my child into an image of me by teaching him
morals and the right kind of person to be. He will use my values and
morals to shape himself. I must be a good person so he too will
be. I will change myself into the kind of person I want my child to
be. Even though he can not sit or stand or walk, he cannot roll or
crawl or talk...I must be his voice for now.
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