I am so sorry! I cannot imagine what I would do or how I would feel. I've lost dogs before - but not in this horrible way. It was because they were old and sick and couldn't be helped anymore. That's bad enough - but this. Wow.
Have faith - when the time is right and it's the right dog for your family the opportunity will present itself. Instead of purchasing a puppy, you may want to consider rescue. As well as getting a new member to your family, what a loving tribute to Little Man that would be. I have several rescue contacts if you would like to pursue that - also, check your local shelters. There are many, many purebred dogs there - including chis. Tina --- In [email protected], "sorianca" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > Christine, I am so sorry for your loss. April 15 2007. I was at a friends > house. I had this feeling I should go home but Ignored it. On my way home > that evening. I saw a small white animal in the middle of the road dead. I > made sure It went right under my car and that I didn't rerun it over. The > second it passed under my car I knew it was my Baby. I sped home crying and > started honking, my husband came out and I yelled WHERE IS LITTLE MAN. He > said he is missing he said. Our neighbor was driving around looking for him. > I told him he was dead he went to go check. I told him to bring him home to > me. He did and it was him. I sat on the sidewalk and cried for an hour, > until my husband carried me inside. (crying as I'm telling you my story) I > have NEVER been so sad or physically hurt in my whole life. I wanted to die. > I just sat on the side walk and held him crying. I laid in bed for hours > crying. My kids went to the neighbors house so they wouldn't hear me cry. I > get this thought at around midnight and I tell my husband that I need him to > go look and make sure it was Little Man. What if the neighbor was wrong. He > was all wrapped up. He did and brought me his Dog Tags. I was devastated all > over again. I wish I could tell you that the Pain go's away. It doesn't. It > just lessens a little everyday. I still think of him, and miss him horribly. > My other dog and I would cry all night for him for weeks. Very sad time. Its > only been 4 months and the other day I saw a little white long haired > Chihuahua crossing the street and for a second I thought it was him and this > horrible thought of a conspiracy came to mind. "What if someone took him and > I thought the dog that died was him and they are just keeping him locked > away at their house and look he finally got free and is coming home to ME. > :(( So sad, I try so hard not to let myself think crazy things like that. I > just want my baby back. I know that someday I'll find the perfect puppy. I'm > hunting for him. I just can't find anyone who sells them at an afordable > price that is close by. I can't aford to pay for the puppy, and shipping, so > soon after having a new baby. Someday I'll find him fingers crossed. My > family sat around and talked about all the funny things Little Man used to > do the other day and it was nice to know he isn't forgotten and never will > be. I'm so sorry for your loss. > ~Carol > I'm enclosing a picture of Little Man. I'd love to see a picture of your > Baby when your ready to share. > " Lets talk about our wonderful little friends! Join today! " Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Chihuahuas/ <*> Your email settings: Individual Email | Traditional <*> To change settings online go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Chihuahuas/join (Yahoo! ID required) <*> To change settings via email: mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
