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From: "Terry Dailey" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Reply-To: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: RE: [CML] Just needing to vent a bit
Date: Thu, 01 Sep 2005 12:44:00 -0500
Thanks Larry,
It was funny you mentioned the vows we took when we got married, cause she
actually used that against me..lol
See I was going to try again to go back to work, but my Doc said not to, and
she lost it saying I was just letting the CML beat me and I could heal
myself??? She is into allot of I guess what you would call "New Age" stuff
and was convinced if I would use the power of my mind I could get rid of it.
Honestly, I think she just had a break down of sorts, because she really
changed from the person I fell in Love with when I was told about my CML,
over the past year I could see it but hoped she would snap out of it, but
instead she blames me, which I know is BS. I'll survive this, I have a great
family, and believe it or not a former ex-wife has came out of the wood work
and is being a great friend to me now. I made sure she understands that
"friends" is the key word, cause I certainly don't want to go back to
something else..lol
>From: "Larry" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
>Reply-To: [email protected]
>To: <[email protected]>
>Subject: RE: [CML] Just needing to vent a bit
>Date: Tue, 30 Aug 2005 14:36:54 -0400
>
>Terry , so sorry you are going through all this . i understand it is very
>hard . i was diagnossed april 2003 i was 37 and was getting married in
>october 2003 . well she cancelled the wedding and didn't think i would
>survive . funny how the ones that say they love you one minute just give up
>when things get tough . well 2 yrs later i am still here and pcr negative
>and doing fine , nothing in my life has changed much . it was hard to loose
>what i thought was my biggest supporter , but over time i have learned that
>it was the best thing . what i mean is you need only people in you life
>that
>can help give you strength not to be negative . she was always saying you
>won't beat this and how hard it was on her and how it was unfair for her ,
>guess she forgot what those vowels ment that we were about to recite in
>front of GOD . it seemed at the time i hurt more from her leaving me then
>finding out i had cml , but because of that i found strength in my self
>that
>i needed to beat this thing , she would have only brought me down with her
>hopelessness . just have to remember that you didn't do anything wrong and
>she should have remembered her vowels and help you through the hard times
>not just the good ones . i read about mothers , father s, wives and
>husbands
>who have love ones with cml and ralley to help support and give strengh
>when
>it is needed and thats what keeps us going . count on your family ,
>friends,this group and mostly GOD to help you get through this . people who
>bring negativity to you only hurt you and make the fight harder ,
>supporters
>give us the help we need on the days it seems like a lot to carry . this
>group saved me 2 yrs ago when i started this and i hope some day i can pay
>that back to all of them . you are in my prayers and all the prayers of
>this
>group , be strong warrior -this is a battle that we will all win . fill
>free
>to talk if you ned to .
>Larry
>
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>-----Original Message-----
>From: [email protected] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of Terry
>Dailey
>Sent: Tuesday, August 30, 2005 1:15 PM
>To: [email protected]
>Subject: [CML] Just needing to vent a bit
>
>
>Hello all,
>
>I do not post often but read allot. I was diagnosed two years ago and the
>gleevec has me in remission, but I still have major side effects. I was
>lucky enough I had very good disability insurance thru my former employer
>so
>
>money has not been as bad as I first feared. The only casultie since my
>diagnoses has been my marriage. Saddly my wife gave me the boot last week,
>she could not take the fact I was not like I use to be anymore I suppose.
>She was convinced if I tried mentally enough I could heal myself but with
>the last bone marrow biopsy showing it still there she sort of snapped.
>Part
>
>of me understands, we were only married 5 months when I was diagnosed, but
>she soon stopped going to doctor visits or even asking what the doctors
>said. What has taken me by surprise the most, and caused me the most pain
>is
>
>the resentment she seems to have toward me now. I know you all have things
>you yourselves have to worry about, but I really can't talk to my fmaily
>much about this cause they do not understand how I feel like such a shadow
>of my former self. Here I am 38 years old and having to move back with my
>parents..Well anyways thanks for reading this I just need to vent.
>
>Terry
>
>
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