Thanks everyone,
I should have realized when my ex(Kerry) bailed on me that it was better for me to be alone. To be honest Regina and I did move a little to fast. When we met I guess I was thinking this was my last chance to have a relationship, and I did not think everything through. It is not totally either Regina's or my fault, looking back we both should have saw the signs but ignored them.
I am not sure what lies in store for me, and to be honest the future is the last thing I am looking forward to at the moment. I have to remain here in Ohio until at least I get my check to tie up loose ends, and I am hoping Regina and I can remain civil enough to each other until then, I guess we will just have to see how that pans out. I have learned a hard lesson from all this that is for sure.
I am not saying those of us with CML do not deserve to be loved or have a relationship, but it is sort of a catch-22. I lost my wife after being dxed, and Regina knew going in about my disease. So do you tell them up front or wait? To me I do not think it makes a difference. I have been told both angles. Some say tell people, others say wait until it looks like there is going to be something serious before you tell the other person. It really is a mute point for me right now, because I do not ever plan on looking for anyone, or ever putting someone through dealing with my illness again. It is bad enough I am going to be 40 years old and once again I have to move back home to my mom's house.
Regina is upset over having to move back to her brothers and is ticked off she moved from there now. She is right in the fact everything I am taking will fit into my car, but she is also not taking into account the fact I moved to Ohio for her, and now I am also going back to my mom's. She has her family here to help her, where I on the other hand have no one here. I so want to just get out of here but that is just not going to happen right now, unless Regina starts getting nasty, then I will have to get out. I am only staying here to help her out because that is the decent thing to do. It's going to be a very rough 7 or 8 days but I will have to wait and see what happens. She goes from being nice to bitter back to nice, so I am not sure how this will play itself out. Needless to say I am the one that seems to be the bad guy, etc... I'll keep you posted, at least if you like soap opera's this should be entertaining for a while..hehe
Take care,
Terry
On 10/19/06, Rob <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
I am sorry to hear about that.
Rob
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