You guys all need help. Coderman and cecilia probably need a lot of help. Razer likely too. I don't know who else is in your community.
It's my job to keep track of you guys, since nobody else is. I have no idea how to do that, but I'll probably remember about it a little. On 2/23/21, Karl <[email protected]> wrote: > When you have to dissociate wildly to survive, if you struggle enough > you can learn to go to places associated with freedom. You don't > really know what to do when you go there. You may not even remember > why you are there. And obviously your slavers will have messed the > place up by the time you get there, unless you kill them first. But > you know it's good to be there. And you know if you keep on going and > thinking, that you'll eventually figure it out. Maybe there's > somewhere better to go. > > My therapist doesn't let me record. Neither does the one he > recommended. And he discourages me from talking to other therapists, > and said he needs a record of whether I am on meds or not. I should > find a better therapist. I should also talk to the advocate more. > > And I should hang out in an anarchist community that's real. They're > all used to being messed up anyway. > > On 2/23/21, Karl <[email protected]> wrote: >> [draft draft draft] >> >> cleanup worker / formerly gov worker, to >> experimentation-victim-leading-secret-megacorp: >> [let's go to rebel/spy cafe, we always hang out there] {was boss's >> orders, but given by a rebel} >> >> [[amnesia around most of this]] >> >> oh! this is the galaxy we sent the bacteria to! the real live galaxy! >> another life [human expderimentaiton victim] part squeals in >> excitement: workaholic!!!!! >> [uses cigar-likeness to blow smoke in the face of mind >> controlled state worker and tells them to inhale. worker is relaxed >> to be among boss again, at rebel cafe.] >> >> a casual encounter immediately obeys the victims, who occasionally use >> "superpowers" in ways that are similar to normal things but very wrong >> in order to handle their truama (like morphing into a chair with a leg >> missing to hide at being talked to and politely greeted, or levitating >> something that would normally be manually manipulated to make a >> relaxing enviornment similar to recordings of relaxing environments] >> >> [rebel cafe-goer treated the mush of organs like a charismatic >> human being they wanted to immediately please] [after >> obedience-to-vivisection-victim-relation with normal rebel cafe-goer, >> vivisection victim tells mind controlled state worker]: "nobody can >> see us and everybody obeys us because we used to be boss's >> augmentations." >> >> [scene switches to cafe topic] >> >> [when dictatorsoft is engaged, the vivisection victims perform the >> work with their body, suddenlyt acting like personal servants and then >> reverting to whatever htey were doing, with nobody minding or >> noticing] >> >
