idea: a post on how to leave the system, modern-era. maybe it would be nice to include cave networks as an option, in case you are really actively surveilled. maybe i can value caving and map scanning a little more.
On 2/23/21, Karl <[email protected]> wrote: > I should also surreptitiously record my therapist, against his > request, and tell him that I am doing so when I start. I think this > would be good therapy for me. > > On 2/23/21, Karl <[email protected]> wrote: >> You guys all need help. Coderman and cecilia probably need a lot of >> help. Razer likely too. I don't know who else is in your community. >> >> It's my job to keep track of you guys, since nobody else is. I have >> no idea how to do that, but I'll probably remember about it a little. >> >> On 2/23/21, Karl <[email protected]> wrote: >>> When you have to dissociate wildly to survive, if you struggle enough >>> you can learn to go to places associated with freedom. You don't >>> really know what to do when you go there. You may not even remember >>> why you are there. And obviously your slavers will have messed the >>> place up by the time you get there, unless you kill them first. But >>> you know it's good to be there. And you know if you keep on going and >>> thinking, that you'll eventually figure it out. Maybe there's >>> somewhere better to go. >>> >>> My therapist doesn't let me record. Neither does the one he >>> recommended. And he discourages me from talking to other therapists, >>> and said he needs a record of whether I am on meds or not. I should >>> find a better therapist. I should also talk to the advocate more. >>> >>> And I should hang out in an anarchist community that's real. They're >>> all used to being messed up anyway. >>> >>> On 2/23/21, Karl <[email protected]> wrote: >>>> [draft draft draft] >>>> >>>> cleanup worker / formerly gov worker, to >>>> experimentation-victim-leading-secret-megacorp: >>>> [let's go to rebel/spy cafe, we always hang out there] {was boss's >>>> orders, but given by a rebel} >>>> >>>> [[amnesia around most of this]] >>>> >>>> oh! this is the galaxy we sent the bacteria to! the real live galaxy! >>>> another life [human expderimentaiton victim] part squeals in >>>> excitement: workaholic!!!!! >>>> [uses cigar-likeness to blow smoke in the face of mind >>>> controlled state worker and tells them to inhale. worker is relaxed >>>> to be among boss again, at rebel cafe.] >>>> >>>> a casual encounter immediately obeys the victims, who occasionally use >>>> "superpowers" in ways that are similar to normal things but very wrong >>>> in order to handle their truama (like morphing into a chair with a leg >>>> missing to hide at being talked to and politely greeted, or levitating >>>> something that would normally be manually manipulated to make a >>>> relaxing enviornment similar to recordings of relaxing environments] >>>> >>>> [rebel cafe-goer treated the mush of organs like a charismatic >>>> human being they wanted to immediately please] [after >>>> obedience-to-vivisection-victim-relation with normal rebel cafe-goer, >>>> vivisection victim tells mind controlled state worker]: "nobody can >>>> see us and everybody obeys us because we used to be boss's >>>> augmentations." >>>> >>>> [scene switches to cafe topic] >>>> >>>> [when dictatorsoft is engaged, the vivisection victims perform the >>>> work with their body, suddenlyt acting like personal servants and then >>>> reverting to whatever htey were doing, with nobody minding or >>>> noticing] >>>> >>> >> >
