On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many <[email protected]> wrote:
> > > On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many <[email protected]> wrote: > >> >> >> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many <[email protected]> wrote: >> >>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many >>> <[email protected]> wrote: >>> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> > Many <[email protected]> wrote: >>> > >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to >>> the >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> list >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> again. >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> i >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> started >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> by just logging time spent on planning and >>> >> >>>>>>> thinking about >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> it. >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> after >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> two attempts i was able to do it rather >>> than >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> think >>> >> >>>>>>> about >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> it, with >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> effort. >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold >>> water >>> >> >>>>>>> after warm >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> water, >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> hard >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 >>> >> >>>>>>> seconds cold. >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> easy. >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> food after. >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with >>> food >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>> 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> medium-easy >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after >>> medium-hard >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, >>> >> >>>>>>> outdoors >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational >>> state >>> >> of >>> >> >>>>>>> mind, >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>> indoors >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>> 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>> indoors >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, >>> medium-easy, >>> >> >>>>>>> indoors >>> >> >>>>>>> >>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, >>> >> >>>>>>> >>> medium, >>> >> >>>>>>> >>> indoors >>> >> >>>>>>> >>> >>> >> >>>>>>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >>> >> >>>>>>> >> >>> >> >>>>>>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >>> >> >>>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm >>> food, >>> >> >>>>>>> medium-hard >>> >> >>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, >>> hard to >>> >> >>>>>>> start, medium to do >>> >> >>>>>> >>> >> >>>>>> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard >>> >> >>>>> >>> >> >>>> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and >>> >> >>>> nutritional yeast, medium >>> >> >>>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food >>> after >>> >> >>> >>> >> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after >>> >> >> >>> >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool >>> >> 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard >>> > >>> > >>> > 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard >>> >>> 2022-06-27 1137 food w/out cold water >>> >> >>> 2022-06--27 1738 1/0:13 53.6F hard >> >> > 2022-06-28 1028 warm then a little cool for total of 3 mins > 2022-06-28 1710 2/0:07 cool, food after, held pee I'm in a new environment temporarily. My experiences behave and learn differently when I change environments. > >
