Re: [spam][crazy][log] idea: relearning to write code

[Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many]

i made it to the system where i worked on it most recently.

it feels hard to be on this system, notably while holding this intention.

i feel like the current code is very messy. when i think of how that's
similar to my difficulty being there, maybe it makes sense to head to
the code and try checking it out. the coping strategies i've developed
understand the value, maybe.