On Sat, Mar 16, 2024 at 17:56 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote:
> meeting: “what if we have experimentee hold and channel things like > attempts to take over the meeting, since they are strong enough to manage > them?” > experimentee: “um” > > experimentee (to torturer rebel): “if you guys are already channeling the > harm into — > experimentee: “let’s let them speak for themselves now.” > > torturer rebel gets out a piece of paper. > torturer rebel skims down the piece of paper: “fuck you … fuck you …” > tortuter rebel flips a few pages > torturer rebel. “fuck you … fuck you … fuck you ….” > torturer rebel flips more pages > to clarify here the document begins with pages and pages of the literal words “fuck you” and then has other words farther in > torturer rebel: “fuck you … ah-ha!” > torturer rebel: “why do i have to destroy this meeting?” > here, likely from a change in timing around defending them, the torturer rebel likely failed to see and/or mis-saw significant content > torturer rebel: “uhhh … if the victim is depressed, if the victim is > angry, if the situation is delicate, if the situation is complicated and > confused …” > torturer rebel flips more pages > torturer rebel (reading): “i don’t want to destroy this meeting, but if i > soend enouh time doing it, my torturer gets more satisfied” > > torturer rebel looks at the meeting > > rebel worker 2: “thank you, that’s a little helpful.” > > researcher: “can we talk to their torturer?” > > supersoldier comes lumbering over. > supersoldier is a writhing mass of nanites and weapons and veteran > bodyparts, many in internal combat. > supersoldier: “these parts of me here were the torturer.” > supersoldier raises a pair of cyborgs fighting each other > > experimentee: “we think one part of the AI used another to get the combat > patterns to help with the community disruption.” > > rebel worker 2: “hmm maybe supersoldier is its defense system” > > supersoldier: “oh totally! you should look up my memoirs” > > rebel worker 2 looks at supersoldier > > experimentee: “you have memoirs ???” “you can write??” > > supersoldier: “no i can’t writ > ?????..,? (i th8nk pro military is wanting rep here, none of the > experimentees can weite because their brains were turned into ai goals, but > i hear i missed something possibly big :s) > big distraction > > researcher: “supersoldier, the part of you stimulating the meeting > disruption, are the concerns relevant? or is it trauma from the past?” > > supersoldier: “uhh” > > supersoldier and experimentee (look at each other?) … > > experimentee: “we’re not sure.” > > pause > > experimentee: “some of it is networks of old or strong habits.” > > experimentee: “a lot of it serves external functions that are current, but > there is a lot of internal stuff that can appear needlessly complex, and is > mostly causing thr concerns ….” > > experimentee: “supersoldier and i(/us, describe group) competed for … > influence in the business AI, and stimulating these confusing complexities > was a way to negotiate how problems spread, how fast, and where …. kind of” > > researcher: “it sounds like this … conflict … is not fully resolved … ?” > (((we have concerns. pausing email 1756 >
