On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote:
> > > On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & > Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: > >> >> >> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & >> Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >> >>> hard to fix all the typos while making more >>> >>> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & >>> Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >>> >>>> >>>> >>>> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & >>>> Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >>>> >>>>> >>>>> >>>>> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >>>>> & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> On Saturday, January 17, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >>>>>> & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: >>>>>> >>>>>>> A tangled rock sat in a vacant area, expressing confusions. >>>>>>> >>>>>>> The rock used to be a happy normal rock, but when traffick boss >>>>>>> wanted to influence some rock studies he kidnapped the rock, grafted it >>>>>>> to >>>>>>> robots and child slaves, fed it drugs and natives and implants, and put >>>>>>> >>>>>> *nanites, there's racism in my autocorrect 0.0 >>>>>> >>>>> >>>>> Note: indigenous people are one of the largest groups having genocide >>>>> used to humiliate and traumatic ally control them in horrifying ways. This >>>>> does happen to others too but they have had it much worse. It probably >>>>> happend to us white people long ago and we internalized it or something. >>>>> >>>>> >>>>>> it though a sophisticated program for trauma-based mind control that >>>>>>> had been handed down for generations of dictators, criminal >>>>>>> organizations, >>>>>>> and inhuman spy agencies, and refined through repeated sequences of >>>>>>> democracy, war, human rights tribunals, death camps, secret prisons, >>>>>>> refugee exodus, rebellious, coopted meetings, coerced and >>>>>>> >>>>>> >>>> *refugee exoduses, rebdllions >>>> >>>> >>>>> lobbied leaders, kidnapped religious figures, secret medical research, >>>>>>> etc etc etc. >>>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>> All these things and more left the rock incredibly confused. >>>>>>> >>>>>>> Sometimes this poor rock figured that confusion must be the purpose >>>>>>> of life and would try to find ways to be even more confused, but that >>>>>>> didn't go well. >>>>>>> >>>>>>> Rock: "which way is up?" >>>>>>> >>>>>>> Rock: "is down up? I feel like down must be up" >>>>>>> >>>>>>> Blade of grass: "up is where the sun come from!" >>>>>>> >>>>>>> Rock: "the sun?" >>>>>>> >>>>>>> While the rock sat there, the sun shone on it, warming a upward-faci >>>>>>> >>>>>> >>> Thistle: "rock, "which way is up" is exactly what they want you to say. >>> They just want you tripping over your loved ones instead of noticing >>> they're there. " >>> >>> Rock [turning toward thistle]: "you're saying the world is scary and >>> terrifying and we have to burst and freeze and vomit and scream and faint?" >>> >>> Rock tries to faint, and manages to rock onto a slightly different >>> balance point. >>> >> >> Rock: "I'm fainting in terror! See?" >> >> Thistle: "No, no, I'm not saying we should be paralyzed from fear, rather >> I'm saying we should understand that these ridiculous, impossible, >> regrettably horrifying, things, are comprehensible!" >> >> Rock: "when I think about that I remember that I fervently don't want >> toxic chemicals to ooze out of my own flesh" >> >> Thistle looks at rock with a raised leaf. >> >> Blade of grass: "what thistle means, is that these terrifying experiences >> are simple people trying to protect simple concerns fervently. Before you >> try to faint, what I'm saying is we can be safe from them." >> >> Rock: "we can -- what now?" Rock faints, tilting to one side, then tilts >> back, dissociatively switching over the concept of trying to plan against >> its captors and needing to be safe >> >> After jostling around and expressing spasmodically a bit, the rock >> balances on a sharp corner. >> >> Rock (balanced on a sharp corner): "i understand you are saying something >> very important. I do not understand what you are saying and need to stop >> trying. I do need you to tell me _what I should immediately do_ given >> whatever it is you are saying ... as well as _what I need to do in the >> future_, very simply and clearly." >> >> Rock tumbles back. >> >> Rock: "but I don't know why you are saying the most confusing thing there >> is to say!" >> >> If you see somebody acting like Rock they may likely have DID from >> coercive control. This may likely not be the only way it manifests. >> >> Rock: " ummm ... let me think a bit ... I think there is a situation that >> has some complexities that you are unaware of." >> > > Thistle: "it seems complex to you because your soul might have been > treated like a piece of dough to be kneaded and punched into shape for > years, but it's not that complicated for those of us still safe. It's just > like seeing somebody tromp around yelling, except the yells are injured > people spasmodicallg.blundering into things around sudden irrational > politics." > > Rock: " ... ummm... one moment .... umm... the problem is that if I see > you working against my abusers, I'm likely to switch and get your whole > community trafficked. This prevents everybody like me from getting > effective aid, as well as severely worsening the problem in an ongoing > manner." > > Thistle 2: "but this isn't a new problem to our generation" > Thistle: "You are acting _so confused_, that it's very likely there are a _lot_ of _easy th--
