Hello Kim, If you have confident in yourself ,you shouldn't have any problem praying to God about your situation . God is there whenever you need to talk and prayed to him about your problem that you are going through in life. You are 35 years old and wanted to accomplished something out in life with your ability and your desire what you want in your heart. Whatever is your habit ,you are the only one will have to make the decision whether you want it or don't want it ,because you must tell Jesus about it and he will give you the right answer . Where is your faith? What do you want in life? Money is not the world because life is important than money ,so just think about it and asked God to bless you financial and other things you needed most in life. I hope I say something to make sense in here. Well I will keep you in my prayer. Addison Groups owner
O. Addison Gethers e-mail address : [EMAIL PROTECTED] or [EMAIL PROTECTED] window live messenger: [EMAIL PROTECTED] aim: durangoadd64 skype: cowboys62 yahoo messenger: OADDISONGETHERS ----- Original Message ----- From: Kim Etheridge To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, October 25, 2008 12:44 AM Subject: {dbilg} a load too heavy Hi. Before I get into the reason for my post, I must apologize for the subject. It'll likely seem like Spam, but I didn't know what else to put into the subject field. I need your prayers, not only about church, but about my life here in general. I just can't win for losing any more. If one person's not nagging me, the other is. If Shirley's not nagging me about being grown up, then John's nagging me, because I'm on the computer. Shirley's my aunt, and John's just living with us. It's likely a common-law marriage, which I find both sickening and immoral. To me, that's about as bad as same sex marriage. OK, maybe I'm out of line here, but that's just my opinion. I'm just fed up. He's mainly nagging me because I'm not using headphones with it. I just want to listen to it aloud for once in my life. Is that so bad? My speakers aren't that loud. It doesn't bother Shirley, why can't he leave things alone? I told him to take his pick between either me being on my computer or me popping the sock. I have a sock shape that I flop around at times. I know, I'm 35 years old and shouldn't be doing it, but for some reason, although I've tried many things, I can't break the habit. I've prayed constantly about it, and just tried other things, but I can't seem to totally get rid of the habit. It's about as bad as having a demon. That's one reason why I'm glad I have a computer. When I'm emailing friends, or just playing games, I'm busy, and I don't have time to flop the sock. It's embarrassing. I'd like to just get rid of it. I feel as helpless as that man in the Bible who was mute and couldn't speak because of an unclean spirit before Jesus cast it out. I know he can help me like He did that man. At least when He comes and takes us away, I won't be interested in either that or the computer. Please pray that I'll find not only a good church that preaches the Word like it's written, but that I'll also find a Christian home to live in. It would be different if I could at least cook on the stove. I can cook in the microwave, and I'm sure I could learn how to cook in a Crockpot, but the stove? I'm not sure. Plus, the independent living programs offered in this state are a joke. I'm not trying to make excuses, but I'm not sure that out-of-state programs are an option. What I'd really like is my own apartment, where someone could just come and teach me these things at home, help me label the stove and whatnot, and just be there until I learned all I needed to learn. Shirley keeps promising me that one day, we'll come into some money and they'll build me an apartment at the end of the carport. Please forgive my language, but I'm starting to believe that's just another lie from the pit of hell. They just don't want me to find another place to live. Plus, they play the lottery, which is not only gambling, but is a waste of money. I can't cling to false hope like that. I've told them time and time again, there's no way we're going to win the lottery, and the last thing I want is to be rich. I'd rather have Jesus than all the money in the world any day. Please forgive me for being long-winded, but since this group is supposed to be a safe haven for those who seek prayer, I felt led to pour out my heart. I know this is just dirty laundry and rotten baggage that shouldn't be broadcast over a public forum like this, and it's a distinct possibility that I've offended someone here, and if so, please forgive me, but I can't bear this burden alone. I've prayed, yes, and I'm waiting on God to answer this prayer, but while I'm waiting, I just didn't want to carry it alone. Please pray, and come on, Lord Jesus. --~--~---------~--~----~------------~-------~--~----~ You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "Deaf-Blind Inspirational Life Group" group. To post to this group, send email to [email protected] To unsubscribe from this group, send email to [EMAIL PROTECTED] For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group/DBILG?hl=en -~----------~----~----~----~------~----~------~--~---
