on 4/10/05 8:20 PM, Patrick Gillam at [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: > I have to think these experiences are fabricated by the divine aspect of the > dreamer.
A dear friend and TM initiate of mine, Michelle Godman, died in a car accident 8 years ago today. She was the mother of three young children. The night before last I had a dream in which she and I sat on the floor and had a wonderful, heart-to-heart talk, including a discussion of her mother. I woke up feeling full of bliss and love. I emailed her mother about it and she and I have been emailing back and forth since yesterday. She's still on medication because without it she wakes up several times a night and walks around the house thinking about Michelle. I've been recommending some stuff to her that might help. Perhaps Michelle really came to me to prompt me to help her mother. For those who knew Michelle or who are interested, here are some interesting things her mother wrote: On the day Michele died. Nicole and I were out for breakfast. We were walking out of the restaurant and I looked at my watch it was 10:30, which was 12:30 central. This feeling of dread came over me and I looked at Nicole and told her something's very wrong and went down on my knees, thought I was going to get very sick. My head starting pounding and I started crying. Nicole freaked, asking me over and over what's wrong and I kept saying that I didn't know. I couldn't stop crying. She took me home and I went to bed. I woke up when Lenny called. Later when I got her death certificate, I noticed that time of death was recorded as 12:30. There were times that we communicated with our minds, small things and we would laugh about it. If she concentrated to tell me something, suddenly I would pick up the phone and call her and she would laugh and say "see it works." Hi Rick, I love hearing anything about Michele, thanks for sharing your dream. Tomorrow will be 8 years, April 10, 1997. Seems like yesterday in a way and sometimes I don't believe it's true. You were always such a special friend to her, and she learned so much from you. I know she loved you dearly. Eight years and I wake up each morning thinking about her. Doctor still has me on meds to sleep at night, otherwise I'm awake 2 or 3 times wandering around the house thinking about her......guess it won't go until I'm gone. The pain is constant. The month she died we planted a rose bush for her (her middle name is Rose), and the strange thing is that it gets its first rose around the day she left us. It bloomed today. Happens every year, and it doesn't get another bloom until her birthday on April 23rd. Other unusual things have happened too. You'll have to put up with my ramblings. This dragonfly appears, same time April and stays. First time I saw it was on her rose bush, it is completely orange (her favorite color), I can go right up to it and it doesn't move. Then I find it on my car, then in the back yard when I'm outside. comes up to me and sits right next to me. It doesn't move....sounds like I'm hallucinating? But, I had never seen one around our house before, especially because we have such a dry climate. When I swim, it flies back and forth over me. The strangest time was when I was at a busy intersection, stopped at a light and all of a sudden there was an orange dragonfly on my windshield....it was really startling. No, I'm not delusional, these things keep happening. What do I know about dragonflies? Well, they are supposed to have a 24 hour life span and they are unusual in Nevada...and some have orange wings but none have orange bodies too. I don't usually tell anyone (except Nicole) . I've only had a few dreams about her and in the dream I can see her but no one else can. Her long hair is blowing back like there is a breeze and she's laughing, but I don't feel the breeze. so, I always feel like she's trying to tell me something. I've never believed in any of this stuff before, but too many things have happened that can't be coincidence. Well, now you know my secrets, if you have any feedback on this I would be interested in hearing them. Thanks again for writing, I really appreciate it and it brings tears to my eyes....which is a good release for me. This April she would have turned 40....but she stays forever young. Thanks again for caring. Love, Betty To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
