--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Llundrub" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > Yeah, after I graduated MIU, I went to law school for a year and then dropped out due to low grades and lack of funds. Then I started waiting tables at a famous New Orleans restaurant notorious for drug use, where I started merely by experimenting with all the substances I hadn't used during college, and then before I knew it I was seriously addicted. It took me about three years to give up crack, and I still did powder socially for another ten more years, and then gave that up. I still smoke weed, though not the last week or two, and yada yada. During these 18 years since I graduated MIU I have been clean on and off about a full half of the time staying clean for a few years then not, and then cleaning up again. By not clean, I don't mean going back to crack addiction, but drinking, smoking, powder, pills, that shit. I am not one to be sanctimonious at this point. The crack years were a time of great depression for me where I found that nature didn't support just because I thought it should. It was a time for me to learn that I had merely been vainglorious about my spritual state, but not truthfully grounded in it. I don't regret the experience, though the idea of ever doing crack again gives me shivers of illness and makes me want to puke just thinking about it. Those were hard times. They also showed me the fallacy of magical thinking.>>
I hear you. The lack of nature support means one thing to me. Maharishi's thing either works or it doesn't. If it is to generete world peace/enlightenment, then it will do so. Its now or never. There are no other times when such a concept could be more apporopriate. I seem to be getting good support lately, (through hard work too), and pretty much getting towards everything I ever wanted in life. I LOVE IT ! Take organic ghee for four days every 4 months (or 6 months). First day in the morning 25 mils, then 50, then 75 mils, then 100. Then castor oil at 60 mils on the last evening (with orange juice and orange to bite into). Then shit all night. This will detoxify the former drug use and make you feel better overall. It will even detox the brain. I know you probably know this, and I know they changed it a bit, but it is still a good method. Very powerful. Worth getting back to. World peace? hmmmm...hope so. To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
