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--- In [email protected], "lupidus108" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
wrote:
>  
> > > this was a big issue, in the Robin Carlson days!
> > > he claimed to represent the pure Guru Dev, and
> > > that Maharishi had strayed from it. He attracted
> > > alot of followers in Fairfield around 1982.
> 
> Nutcases abound. 
> 
> There will always be those souls who take refuge in their 
> escapist "understanding" of Guru Dev rather than follow the advice of 
> his closest disciple Maharishi. 
> 
> Why ? Because it is much easier to follow a Guru that is no longer in 
> the body and that no longer challenge your beliefs. The latterday Guru 
> Dev-fanatics amongst the "new-born-independents" are fooling 
> themselves, dvelving into a dreamy soothingness of easy harmony that 
> does not excist.

**END**

You bring up a very good point and one that concerns me, too. 

Maharishi has set up several hurdles to establishing a "full"
guru-disciple relationship (at least for me).  The first one is that I
was "priced out" of discipleship a long time ago.  I attended every
course for years, each one offering the latest techniques and the next
(and best) unfolding of new petals of knowledge. As a full-time
initiator it required scrimping and borrowing and soliciting sponsors,
etc., as each new course became more and more important to attend yet
more and more difficult to finance.

Nevertheless, as access to Maharishi receded farther and farther
behind the massed phalanx of those whose wealth or status was more
useful to the movement than a simple initiator/governor --  the
scientists and the industrialists (and the celebrities), whose
attendance on Maharishi served to validate (and promote) his teachings
and techniques -- I continued to be devoted to him.

After a time, however, the message(s) coming out of the movement made
less and less sense to me personally.  I found it harder and harder to
relate to what was being promulgated as the "new" foundations of the
movement.  It's not that I don't understand the potential value of
Ayurveda or Jyotish or StpathyaVeda, but their ascendency in
importance within the movement and the continued devaluation of
meditation and transcending always puzzled me.  With the rise of the
rajas and the trappings attendant upon them and the cumulative effect
of many stories of behavior within the topmost tier of the movement I
found my faith in Maharishi severely shaken.  And, since I no longer
(and for a long time now) have access to him I can neither confront
him directly for intellectual clarification, nor find confirmation of
his authenticity in my heart by his darshan.  And I neither trust nor
believe the sincerity or motivations of his lieutenants.

I can connect the dots of all the disparate and puzzling elements of
the movement in such a way that it all makes "sense" and explains
everything so that it all works out perfectly.  Mr. Brigante does a
fine job of that and I cannot sincerely deny that his understanding or
belief may not be true.  But I don't "know" that they are and for
myself the picture thus constructed seems tortured and more along the
lines of rationalizations than simple truths.

So that leaves me to look to the very foundation of the movement and
that is Guru Dev, the guy that Maharishi taught me to do puja to.  And
I do.  And I feel, and quite strongly (based on my own experience),
that you cannot go wrong if you put your attention on Guru Dev.  We
all lead ourselves.  The Self leads the self back to the Self.  It's
neither easy nor hard, it just is the way it is.  I do consider my
devotion to Guru Dev to be an "escape" from the bondage under which
I've lived for so long.  And I'm not just "fooling myself" either.

I wish I had a clearer understanding of Maharishi and a way to make
sense out of all the weirdness within the movement.  But, be that as
it may, I am eternally grateful for his teaching, for his meditation,
for his being, and for introducing me to Guru Dev through his own
person and through puja.  As RAC posted the other day, yaaayy for
Maharishi for doing what he's done, it's certainly done me a world of
good.

Jai Guru Dev

Marek (one of the nutcases)




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