--- In [email protected], "curtisdeltablues" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
wrote:
>
> As any casual reader of FFL life might notice I am gay for both Judy
> and Turq. Mortal enemies, but not of mine.
>
> Turq first. Somehow early on, a feeling of brotherhood. We both
> "got" each other and decided to vote "yes." Actually we voted "Fuck
> yeah!" That has given us what sound guys at my gigs call "head room."
> We allow each other a lot of room for me to be a cynical bastard and
> for him to have experiences that I have not had. Or for him to be a
> cynical bastard about some things and for me to be a complete douche.
> It works. I am in cyber love. Many of the very things that give
> Judy a rash are things which I dig about Barry. (skillfully switching
> identities) I love consistency which is why I also love when a person
> serves me a dose of inconsistency. I get that I need that like a vitamin.
>
> Why I am Gay for Judy? Not the most obvious cybermatch since I spent
> about a year an a half NOT getting her. I don't even care about her
> part of this mismatch, my own realization was all that it took to
> straighten out the problem. I didn't "get" Judy and now think I do. I
> don't have the same "bro" ease with her as I do with Turq. I don't
> know if the next post will bring down the rain of Judy anger. But for
> now I am her fucking fan. Because some of the distinctions she has
> drawn have really helped me draw my own. And she will play ball
> intellectually and I love her for that. It is a different gay love
> than I feel for Turq.
> WTF is "gay" love. For a hetero dude it is the kind of love that you
> don't have with a romantic partner. It is Socratese's "Agape."
>
> So I dig Judy and Turq for different reasons. I check in to their
> match to keep up, but I am not keeping score. Both of them nourish my
> experience here in different ways. And each seem to accept that I dig
> them both for different reasons.
>
> So for all the ragging about Turq and Judy banging on each other, I
> have one comment only: If it keeps them here to interact with, I vote
> "fuck yeah!"
>
> I mean it. Fuck yeah! I am gay for both of them and not afraid to
> admit it on indexed Google reality!
>
Dude, you're out there but I'm sure looking forward to the party! Never did
relate to
"normal".
