Did you get my Yahoo email? We need to take this party offline!
--- In [email protected], "geezerfreak" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > --- In [email protected], "curtisdeltablues" <curtisdeltablues@> wrote: > > > > As any casual reader of FFL life might notice I am gay for both Judy > > and Turq. Mortal enemies, but not of mine. > > > > Turq first. Somehow early on, a feeling of brotherhood. We both > > "got" each other and decided to vote "yes." Actually we voted "Fuck > > yeah!" That has given us what sound guys at my gigs call "head room." > > We allow each other a lot of room for me to be a cynical bastard and > > for him to have experiences that I have not had. Or for him to be a > > cynical bastard about some things and for me to be a complete douche. > > It works. I am in cyber love. Many of the very things that give > > Judy a rash are things which I dig about Barry. (skillfully switching > > identities) I love consistency which is why I also love when a person > > serves me a dose of inconsistency. I get that I need that like a vitamin. > > > > Why I am Gay for Judy? Not the most obvious cybermatch since I spent > > about a year an a half NOT getting her. I don't even care about her > > part of this mismatch, my own realization was all that it took to > > straighten out the problem. I didn't "get" Judy and now think I do. I > > don't have the same "bro" ease with her as I do with Turq. I don't > > know if the next post will bring down the rain of Judy anger. But for > > now I am her fucking fan. Because some of the distinctions she has > > drawn have really helped me draw my own. And she will play ball > > intellectually and I love her for that. It is a different gay love > > than I feel for Turq. > > WTF is "gay" love. For a hetero dude it is the kind of love that you > > don't have with a romantic partner. It is Socratese's "Agape." > > > > So I dig Judy and Turq for different reasons. I check in to their > > match to keep up, but I am not keeping score. Both of them nourish my > > experience here in different ways. And each seem to accept that I dig > > them both for different reasons. > > > > So for all the ragging about Turq and Judy banging on each other, I > > have one comment only: If it keeps them here to interact with, I vote > > "fuck yeah!" > > > > I mean it. Fuck yeah! I am gay for both of them and not afraid to > > admit it on indexed Google reality! > > > Dude, you're out there but I'm sure looking forward to the party! Never did relate to > "normal". >
