Hello to all, I've been reading a few of the messages on fairfield life, since I joined recently, and am amazed at how much there is out there about us not being given the bigger picture, on learning TM, of how we are going into the life of a yogi without having been told this etc..., and even stuff about meditation not being as easy as it sounds for everyone.
I just want to say on this, since I learned TM in 2001 my meditation experience has been generally very surface due to obstruction/head/neck/shoulders with some only very occasional pleasant relaxing experience. Some transcending (I presume) but over 7 years of meditation, generally it's been quite-to-very-to-extremely difficult. So early on in 2001 when things were dire (still are really :-)) I happened to have a question session on my MJ birh chart and I asked "what of my health" The answer came back, "head pain, face pain, eye pain, and difficulties with the spiritual growth" I was recently told this is due to become easy (particularly my meditation) in March 2008. It's been hell sitting on the surface in TM for so many years since I learned back in 2001, my faith is tested daily, and when I hear (Raja)John Hagelin tell the world it is soooo easy!!!1 Sometimes (often) I feel bitter, but there you go hey??? So it's a bum deal I SEEM to have given myself for the time being. I've had maybe 3 to 10 experiences that I feel were easy smooth transcending, and we need to be grateful for those who have had what appears to us as a stellar and smooth progress through TM such as John Hagelin, Raja Nader Raam etc. The point behind the whole TM movement's self marketing is surely to say what is possible. Yet we complain when it all SEEMS impossible (and if you haven't guessed I have complained a lot in myself, and with my TM teacher). But if we buy a brand new car, and it breaks down in the 1st month, how hard is it to admit that it is our own over-use of accelerator (or bad gear changing)etc. that broke it down (especially if we have a spasm disorder in our foot, as an analogy). We say "Ooooohhh I wouldn't get an Audi!!!, the gearboxes are awful" LOL Please excuse me for my passion on this, I complain in the same way as the rest of TMer complainers, but it's a mindfulness thing with me, the actual truth is always there. It's hard, but we need to see the flyers to even think of trying to crawl sometimes, No? All the best to All Simon P.S. I feel embarrassed, as I just thought, as I was about to click "Send" that Maharishi wouldn't have expended the energy to write this, if he agrred with my feelings, but I am just a boy yet.
