- Maybe the Mayans can help, with the TIME factor. Bring up a pic of the "Mayan Tzolkin" and chant some mantras to it. Do this for 10 minutes per day. Note the results and report back..... http://www.mayanmajix.com/ancient_F1.html
-- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "John" <jr_...@...> wrote: > > Kirk, > > It sounds like you would do well as a TM Sidha if you're not > already. In theory, you can do good both for the world and yourself. > > Nonetheless, your case appears to parallel that of Job in the Old > Testament. He too questioned: why me? > > JR > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Kirk" <kirk_bernhardt@> > wrote: > > > > Sure grate.swan, I feel you. Well after that year my life collapsed > as far > > as dreams and ambitions go and sometimes I will now just be doing > absolutely > > nothing with nothing in mind to do. I had crashed, and as a friend > of mine > > puts it, "gone through the bottom." I am still bottoming out too > most > > likely. People ask me often what's going on, and I always > say, "totally > > nothing!" I have ceased to live for meaning and live really for the > moment. > > > > I have to thank my wife for her support which has kept me going > through all > > these years when I have never really fit into society and the every > day work > > force. I also want to thank my unique few friends in NOLA for > having also > > nothing to do and so being able to hang out. Shout out to the local > lama for > > also just hanging around with nothing in mind to do especially. And > then I > > praise this group which altogether takes on the characteristic > of 'friend.' > > FFLife takes on the sense of nagging spiritual subconscious in the > back of > > my mind. > > > > I want to do iboga treatment under the care of a Bwiti tribesman. > But for > > lack of a plane ticket could anyone from outside the US who can buy > ibogaine > > for me and mail it to me? Like a Canadian? Please PM me if you > would help. > > I will keep our correspondence entirely secret. Let me know. > > > > ----- Original Message ----- > > From: "enlightened_dawn11" <no_re...@yahoogroups.com> > > To: <FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com> > > Sent: Wednesday, February 04, 2009 10:17 AM > > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Pujas/Yajnas > > > > > > >i also have found it easy at times in my life to lose focus on what > > > is directly in front of me, and let my thirst for greater spirtual > > > presence to blind me to my daily responsibilities. a dear friend > of > > > mine sometimes reminds me to just be where i am. it is great > advice. > > > there is not actual difference between what i can do from an > > > ordinary perspective, and engaging in a lot of mystical practices. > > > and the results, whatever they may be, speak for themselves. > > >
