Yes, well thank you for your ancient wisdom. I was one with the creation in '65 and pretty much through '69, when a variety of things seemed to curtail it, and then through a lot of the '70s, etc., and so on through the present. A good chunk of my life has been lived in that state. But now, for whatever reasons, I seem more to be one with Earth's pain body...
On Oct 24, 2011, at 1:22 PM, Ravi Yogi wrote: > > Well Mark, I guess - been there, done that - part of the process. What is it > that keeps us feeling alienated, isolated, separated from our creation? The > fact that you feel these overwhelming emotions is great, it shows you are > sensitive, that you are on the journey and will reach home soon. > > I don't think self centeredness is a problem, the only thing you can really > know is your own subjective world. However do we feel separate or one with > our creation is the key. Why do we feel rejected - there's really no one > rejecting us except ourselves? > > > On Oct 24, 2011, at 9:41 AM, Mark Landau <[email protected]> wrote: > >> >> Why thank you, Ravi. You do surprise me. So many emails, so much >> mind-stuff, so little life force/time seemingly left in/to me. Maybe that >> will change. Maybe I'll finally free myself of these would-be rakshasa >> parasites (and/or my very own debilitating conditioning/ego-mind) and learn >> to revel in (FF)L again. I really do seem to feel like Grey's "Despair" >> character all too much of the time. (Sorry for the maudlin self-pity. >> Though there is a bit of that here, just, also, trying to tell it like it >> is.) Part of me thinks I need to refind my deep discipline and do an >> intense "cave experience," working on all aspects of my being again (let's >> call it some kind of neo-rounding), or, perhaps, throw myself into sacred >> activism, a la Andrew Harvey. But also, I can't help but directly feel the >> something rotten in the state of the world/me/the world's pain right down to >> the roots of my soul and the totality of my viscera. It almost always seems >> to have been that way, and still is, for me, though maybe I continually >> romanticize and self-perpetuate this as well. Hmm, wonder why I'm >> dumping/wallowing/spilling my guts like this in this public forum at this >> time in my/world history. Ah self-indulgence, self-centeredness, the me >> generation--might some of us be beyond inclusion? Will our rebirth ever >> really happen? >> >> >> On Oct 23, 2011, at 11:30 PM, Ravi Yogi wrote: >> >>> >>> Please just stay... >>> >>> >>> --- In [email protected], Mark Landau <m@...> wrote: >>> > >>> > LOL... I actually might give it a few more days, or even more. No >>> > promises on this one. Some good things have been coming through lately. I >>> > loved that Eisenstein article. A good friend tried to get me to go see >>> > him when he was here in Santa Fe, but I wasn't able to at the time, due >>> > to that job I finally got myself fired from. >>> > >>> > On Oct 23, 2011, at 9:31 PM, seventhray1 wrote: >>> > >>> > > >>> > > Hey Mark, I like your posting here, but didn't you forget to tell us >>> > > when you'd be unsubscribing again. Like we're down to one day, and 32 >>> > > minutes. >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > --- In [email protected], Mark Landau <m@...> wrote: >>> > > > >>> > > > Hey Robin, >>> > > > Have you read this? >>> > > > I thought it might interest you. >>> > > > http://www.realitysandwich.com/Alex_Grey_Mind_Parasites >>> > > > Perhaps others, as well. >>> > > > Sorry if it's already been posted here, I haven't been keeping up. >>> > > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > >>> >> >> > >
