There was an error in my last post, Curtis. I have amended it to give the 
correct numbers.

We can both drop the body now, I figure.

RC

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Robin Carlsen" <maskedzebra@...> wrote:
>
> Dear Curtis,
> 
> It turns out, just as you say, I did in fact respond "exhaustively and 
> exhaustingly" to this post.
> 
> Here is the record of our conversation.
> 
> First of all: this is the post to which your reposted post below is a 
> response:
> 
> http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/321523
> 
> After reading your post I responded with the following:
> 
> http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/321877
> 
> You then posted this::
> 
> http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/321932
> 
> Then I really let you have it, and posted the marathon three-part series 
> (which took a great deal out of me--lost now and remembered only by God or 
> the empty meaningless universe):
> 
> http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/322287
> 
> http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/322288
> 
> http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/322290
> 
> You never responded.
> 
> But you exited (as I am wont to do from time to time) with this:
> 
> http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/322482.
> 
> Given what you have just admitted to me in your last post of tonight, I will 
> assume your putting that post up there today was sort of waving a white flag?
> 
> I mean it wouldn't be had I ignored this post you have reposted. But 
> evidently I went nuts, and just wrote and wrote.
> 
> I won't press this, Curtis, but I will always wonder: Why did Curtis repost 
> that post, knowing as he did, that I answered him "exhaustively and 
> exhaustingly"--and put my soul into it? Especially that three-part post.
> 
> No matter.
> 
> Márgarét, áre you gríeving
> Over Goldengrove unleaving?
> Leáves, like the things of man, you
> With your fresh thoughts care for, can you?
> Áh! ás the héart grows ólder
> It will come to such sights colder
> By and by, nor spare a sigh
> Though worlds of wanwood leafmeal lie;
> And yet you will weep and know why.
> Now no matter, child, the name:
> Sórrow's springs are the same.
> Nor mouth had, no nor mind, expressed
> What héart héard of, ghóst guéssed:
> It is the blight man was bórn for,
> It is Margaret you mourn for.
> 
> GMH
> 
> 
> 
> --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "curtisdeltablues" <curtisdeltablues@> 
> wrote:
> >
> > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Robin Carlsen" <maskedzebra@> wrote:
> > >
> > > 
> > > Robin2: I don't care MAYBE. But you *do* care, Curtis. I am, I declare 
> > > this on point of death, unreservedly "open" to any and all reflections 
> > > you might have about me personally--that is, turning a judgment on me the 
> > > way--you insist--I turn a judgment on others. Out with it, Curtis. I have 
> > > put myself on the line here. Test me. I AM OPEN.
> > > 
> > > There is one catch, however: I am not open to being told something about 
> > > myself that I know you do not believe is true. In that sense, I suppose I 
> > > could say, I am not open. But open I am. To reality. Just give reality a 
> > > chance, Curtis.
> > 
> > 
> > Nice loophole of you need to back in a truck.  You get to decide what I 
> > believe.  Has this kind of thinking really ever worked for you?
> > 
> > Snip
> > > 
> > > Robin2: Well, at least in the case of yourself, is is not at all 
> > > delusional. The deliverances offered up by reality in the presence of 
> > > your tactics in argument, Curtis, make me an even stronger believer in 
> > > the intimate interface of reality and Robin. As far as I am 
> > > concerned--except at the beginning--I don't remember any posts which 
> > > fulfil your claim that you  having "spent a lot of time examining your 
> > > articulation of your epistemology"--and so I can't "know of [your] view 
> > > of this claim". >
> > 
> > Right, I can see how you missed this one for example:
> > 
> > -- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Robin Carlsen" <maskedzebra@> wrote:
> > >
> > > How to Know Reality's Point of View
> > >
> > > There is a notion of life that many posters on FFL have never considered 
> > > once
> > they are engaged in argument, insult, and acrimony. And what is that notion 
> > of
> > life?
> > 
> > M: Maybe we have or we think of it differently. Let's see what he's got.
> > 
> > >
> > > Well, for me, it seems very empirical and experimental. It is this: truth 
> > > is
> > an objective thing; it can defend itself. No matter what is in
> > dispute--Raunchy's honour being slandered, the matter of Sal's sincerity and
> > intention with regard to Jennifer, the accusation of three women on FFL 
> > being
> > C's, the TM credentials of Vaj--it doesn't matter what the topic is: there 
> > is a
> > single principle which I believe almost every poster misses--at least
> > consciously.
> > 
> > M: This is a mish-mosh of logical levels. He is collaging together the idea 
> > of
> > "truth" as an objective thing and then gives all subjective opinion examples
> > that no system of epistemology would or should combine with the concept of
> > objective truth. But he will try...
> > 
> > 
> > >
> > > Let me put it this way: I contend that the reality out of which we came,
> > exist, live, and choose--the very identity of ourselves as distinct persons
> > utterly unique in our experience of being the me we are--an experience that 
> > no
> > one will have ever except us--I contend that since that reality was smart 
> > enough
> > to bring us into existence with this complex thing called free will, that 
> > THIS
> > REALITY, IN ANY DISPUTE ON FFL, HAS A POINT OF VIEW. Now since this reality 
> > is
> > more powerful and necessary than any of us are, it must mean that the point 
> > of
> > view of reality is where the truth lies.
> > 
> > M: Again the collage. He is mixing up the definition of a God here with our
> > personal existence by his oblique reference to something smart enough to 
> > "bring
> > us into existence with this complex thing called free will." Leaving for now
> > the neurological data that seems to say that free will is an illusion, I 
> > will
> > focus on his personification of the concept of a "reality" that can be
> > personified to having a POV. Even if this assumption were true, it would not
> > preclude the necessity for one of us to claim to know what that was. Anyone?
> > Only Robin? OK let's see if he can make his case.
> > 
> > >
> > > The unconscious assumption of most posters on FFL is: NO ONE CAN KNOW WHAT
> > REALITY'S POINT OF VIEW IS. So we just go it alone, determined to uphold 
> > our own
> > first person perspective (that's for you, PaliGap) regardless of the 
> > Platonic
> > notion of the Form of the Good--or whatever we want to call what is
> > metaphysically ultimate: why there is something rather than nothing.
> > 
> > M: This is now approaching word salad. He has introduced the concept of
> > reality having a POV and is now building assumptions on top of that. Plato's
> > ideas have been modified through years of philosophy and one of the first 
> > ideas
> > to get the boot was his assumptions about the forms having an ontological
> > reality. They are a good starting point for a more advanced lecture on
> > linguistic philosophy because philosophers discovered that we cannot discuss
> > concepts without first understanding the limits of our language itself. So a
> > phrase like "Why there is something rather than nothing" can be seen as an
> > inappropriate use of language outside the realm of advanced physics. When
> > laymen use this phrase they are usually trying to smuggle in a bunch of
> > assumptions about a version of God.
> > 
> > 
> > R:> But here is where I believe something so critical is being overlooked: 
> > If
> > reality created us,>
> > 
> > M: No need to assume this. By not using the term God here I suspect Robin is
> > trying to avoid assumptions about his argument. The problem is he is using
> > "reality" as an obvious substitute for the things the definitions of most 
> > gods
> > claim to have done, created us. There is an alternative which is the 
> > primacy of
> > material existence itself without the need for any creator. It assumes less.
> > 
> > 
> > R:why should it not have some desire to let us know WHAT IT (SHE) THINKS?>
> > 
> > M: Equally valid along this line of personification, why can't he have hair 
> > and
> > a beard and occasionally feels his serpent uncoiling in his naughty parts 
> > when a
> > particularly hot angel flies by in their Victoria Secret wings. (You pick 
> > your
> > angels, I'll pick mine.)
> > 
> > R: I like to think of reality in the feminine gender. And if reality does in
> > fact have some point of view THERE MUST BE SOME WAY THAT SHE MAKES IT 
> > POSSIBLE
> > TO GET A SENSE OF WHAT THAT POINT OF VIEW IS. What possibly could be the
> > method--applied by ourselves--to somehow, however faintly, make contact 
> > with the
> > point of view of Lady Reality?
> > 
> > M: Ok so you have taken the field of epistemology and thrown it away for
> > literature and art. I love art. But you don't get to make the claims that
> > philosophy makes, or at least you don't get to use language that seems to 
> > imply
> > you are using a rigorous philosophical method when you are really just 
> > winging
> > it. Making shit up as you go along. Which I am in favor of if it is properly
> > labeled and doesn't claim to produce objective truth.
> > 
> > R:> I am audacious and presumptuous enough to go against the consensual
> > metaphysic of the postmodernist universe, and say, *I know exactly what is
> > required to know not just some semblance of the point of view of reality, 
> > but,
> > more importantly, how to determine the extent to which one's own point of 
> > view
> > is in agreement with the point of view of reality*.
> > 
> > M: This is not just audacious and presumptuous Robin, it is pure bullshit. I
> > know you got some people to fall for this once. That ship has sailed.
> > 
> > 
> > R:> I say: reality will teach you how to do this, if you let her in. If your
> > subjective first person experience of yourself was not created by you--and 
> > it
> > wasn't--then the reality which created that first person point of view must
> > know: 1. what your point of view is going to be; 2. the extent to which your
> > point of view is accordance with the point of view of reality; 3. what it is
> > about you which is blocking the promptings, urgings, hints, stirrings of 
> > reality
> > SUCH AS TO LET YOU KNOW THE TENSION YOU ARE POTENTIALLY CREATING BY 
> > FORMULATING
> > AND EXPRESSING A POINT OF VIEW WHICH IS HEEDLESS OF AND PERHAPS EVEN 
> > RESISTANT
> > TO THE POINT OF VIEW OF REALITY.
> > 
> > M: Right Allah Akbar. Got it.
> > 
> > >
> > R:
> > > How can one discern and perpetually calibrate one's own point of view 
> > > such as
> > make sure one is not entirely estranged from the point of view of reality? 
> > Or
> > better yet: How can one adjust, adapt, modify, improvise one's point of 
> > view in
> > perpetual dynamic interaction with the point of view of reality?--for, of
> > course, reality will not just despotically impose its point of view upon 
> > the FFL
> > poster; there is not going to be a Road to Damascus reality here. There is 
> > an
> > art to this, I believe, but it is very straightforward.
> > 
> > M: I wish I had a teacher, a guru to show me this path of knowledge...Oh YOU
> > Robin, figures.
> > 
> > 
> > R: >
> > > Here, IMO, is how to maximize the chances of increasingly aligning oneself
> > with the movement and intention of reality.
> > >
> > > 1. Look for the truth separated from your own subjective desire for what 
> > > that
> > truth should be, what you want that truth to be, what you insist that truth
> > *will* be.
> > 
> > M: Sounds like good advice.
> > 
> > >
> > R: 2. Pretend to take a position which is against your own position as you
> > formulate your argument: How could I argue against what I am saying here 
> > with
> > sincerity and intelligence? Become a devil's advocate for your own point of
> > view--and do this *at every stage of the development of your argument*.
> > 
> > M: Thesis, antithesis, I know what is coming next, synthesis right? All good
> > stuff.
> > 
> > R:
> > > 3. Consider that this conflict, dispute, disagreement *exists for the 
> > > benefit
> > of your own evolution* as a person; that the last thing to read it as is the
> > means to fortify your standard and habitual point of view; but that instead 
> > this
> > debate is to throw you into the unknown, to subvert your point of view, to
> > undermine you and release some fresh understanding and experience into you 
> > so
> > that you walk away from this encounter altered in some way. Turn the
> > circumstance into one of personal growth and maturation as a person. Not, 
> > then,
> > as the means to reinforcing the rightness of your own point of view. 
> > Winning as
> > an object is inimical to this more creative way of proceeding.
> > 
> > 
> > M: Little New Agy for me. All ideas from all sources don't deserve this much
> > credit. But I can't argue with it if someone had the time.
> > 
> > 
> > >
> > R: > 4. Always try to see what really is going on inside your experience of
> > quarrelling with someone: what does my reaction to this person tell me about
> > myself? Why am I reacting the way I am? Do I have a choice about the 
> > reaction I
> > am having to this person? What other point of view could I possibly have 
> > about
> > this issue if I were someone other than myself?
> > 
> > M: Little self help advice in discussions. I follow this on a case by case
> > basis. I would not assume this of every single thing thrown at me.
> > 
> > 
> > R:
> > > 5. Seek above all one experience and only one experience: the experience,
> > sensation, feeling of reality touching one, stimulating one, informing 
> > one--to
> > whatever extent this is possible--as one writes and argues. The experience 
> > of
> > feeling isolated from reality, defending the citadel of self against 
> > everything
> > that seems opposed to one: this is the very situation most to avoid. Why?
> > Because the extent to which we are committed to this orientation is the 
> > extent
> > to which reality can never gain entrance into our consciousness, so as to 
> > allow
> > us to be moulded and shaped by reality. A glorious experience.
> > 
> > M: Sounds like an argument for the primacy of mystical experience to me. I'm
> > not sure the first phrase has meaning for me. I would substitute: do your 
> > best
> > period without all those assumptions about "reality". It seems naively 
> > unaware
> > of how our cognitive gaps shape all that. I am reading a great book called
> > "What Makes Your Brain Happy and Why You Should Do the Opposite" about bad 
> > we
> > are at this, especially by using feeling as a guide. We totally suck at what
> > you are claiming to do here.
> > 
> > >
> > > 6. Look for, in argument, the highest experience you can get: concerns 
> > > about
> > triumph, your own ego, reputation, status: these are just the potential 
> > enemies
> > of making contact with truth. Ultimately, in my opinion, the only philosophy
> > which survives--and I believe will survive right through the experience of
> > dying--is that philosophy whereby *one is willing to do anything in order to
> > know and represent what the truth is*--but not conceptually, dogmatically;
> > rather through experimental knowledge. *What reality wants one to know and
> > experience as the truth*. This is purely experiential. But it is that
> > extraordinary confluence of the objective and the subjective.
> > 
> > M: Last sentence does not fly for me at all. This is mysticism. I do not
> > believe that Robin or any other human has achieved this.
> > 
> > >
> > R: > 7. Consider then there are always three points of view extant in any
> > argument between two parties: the point of view of one person; the point of 
> > view
> > of the other person; and the point of view of reality.
> > 
> > M: Your imagination of "reality".
> > 
> > R:Meaningful conversation about topics where there is profound disagreement 
> > can
> > only move forward if both diverging parties conceive of the possibility of
> > bringing their point of view into alignment with that third point of view.>
> > 
> > M: In most of my discussions with you, you are claiming to represent this 
> > third
> > and that I am not. You have co-opted its imagined authority into your
> > subjective opinion and claim that you are expressing more than that. This 
> > is a
> > tiresome habit for me to respond to. It has the ring of "God told me" when 
> > we
> > are just expressing our personal opinions. You are claiming higher ground by
> > assumption. It is also why you often come off as condescending.
> > 
> > R: I say that reality seeks to make each human being aware of this 
> > approach, and
> > it is there for those willing to be humble and innocent enough to make 
> > contact
> > with this living energy and grace.
> > 
> > M: You know God, I don't, got it.
> > 
> > R:>
> > > Now the question comes at this point: Robin, did you represent the point 
> > > of
> > view of reality in giving us this disquisition on how to conduct a debate 
> > about
> > some controversial issue--like Raunchy's honour, the use of C word as it 
> > applies
> > to three women on this forum, the TM credentials of Vaj, the validity of the
> > defence by Curtis of his friend Sal? Well, that is the question: Is what I 
> > have
> > written blatantly and ironically *Robin's own personal point of view* about
> > reality's point of view, or is it indeed a fair and honest and more or less
> > accurate representation of what reality would like to be known about its own
> > point of view?
> > >
> > > For those who respond to this post necessarily--*from my own point of
> > view*--put themselves into an experimental situation whereby it may become
> > possible to make a determination of the viability and plausibility of my 
> > post.
> > 
> > M: These ideas are not so hard to understand or evaluate. You have 
> > attempted to
> > make a case that your subjective opinions are more than that.
> > 
> > You have not succeeded with me. I believe that a discussion of epistemology 
> > is
> > inappropriate in analyzing the very subjective judgement calls employed in 
> > your
> > examples at the beginning and end. It is perfectly reasonable that there 
> > could
> > be many POVs on any of them and the idea that one or more is more aligned 
> > with
> > "reality" seems absurd. I am not making a case for the relativity of all
> > knowledge and therefore saying that we cannot be confident about any 
> > knowledge.
> > It is just that you are attempting to apply standards of truth that have no
> > place in the kinds of interpersonal interpretations involved in those
> > discussions.
> > 
> > I think we had the same argument when you tried to apply this to art
> > interpretation.
> > 
> > 
> > 
> > 
> > 
> > 
> > 
> > >
> >
>


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