On 06/30/2014 03:26 PM, Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
[FairfieldLife] wrote:
God I love your posts!!!
"I'm living on the level of fulfilment and don't need any exciting
experiences like flying."
According to friend Bill the above quote is about what Jerry says
often these days - he seems also from his conversations with Bill to
be embarrassed about the rajas and their behavior. \
But Jerry is a Marshy man all the way. He read to Bill over the phone
some excerpts of Marshy's commentary on the Gita - the unpublished
one, you know the last chapters and all.
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*From:* Duveyoung <no_re...@yahoogroups.com>
*To:* FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
*Sent:* Monday, June 30, 2014 5:39 PM
*Subject:* [FairfieldLife] Re: Jerry Jarvis' Birthday
Yeah, my jury's still out about the sex stuff, but there was/is a ton
of issues about which Jerry would have very juicy insider information,
but he'd never spill the beans about how much money goes to Girish's
personal checking account, or how many lawsuits the movement settled
out of court all hush hush, or???? We don't know the shit, ya know?
International money laundering was COMMON I was told. And, hey,
fucking, hey, we were all given to a King who hid his family and kids
from us. Oh, come, on, Jerry, where's the PUBLIC complaints to show
us your integrity?
The thing Jerry could do to make me figure he's on the up and up would
be to at least give us some of the details about his leaving, how much
he (and his then wife?) got paid AFTER he left, what secret
agreements he signed, and most importantly he could tell us all
STRAIGHT UP about his own personal evolution and why he didn't inherit
the kingdom or at least why he failed to learn how to levitate and
what the implications for the techniques are.
If he gives me some shit like "I'm living on the level of fulfilment
and don't need any exciting experiences like flying." then, why even
try to deal with him after that kind of evasiveness?
We all want to fly. We were sold that we could fly. We're not
flying. Jerry? Jerry?
All we get is crickets about the IMPORTANT issues. No one is giving
press conferences. THEY'RE FUCKING COWARDS.
Fuck, after leaving the movement, I started reading a ton -- books
that were NOT ALLOWED -- and I can now see that Maharishi NEVER wanted
us to be spiritually hep and in the philosophical-know, because then
we'd have asked some questions that would have made him
uncomfortable. Like, he never told us jack about the provenance of
the mantras -- or even that the mantra set had changed many times
before we were even given our list down the road. (My sister-in-law
was okayed to teach merely two mantras to students only -- then, later
when she grew up, she was told "Just keep giving out those two mantras
to adults also now, you don't need the whole set." And, wow, like
what the fuck about that, eh?) All these secrets would have been too
embarrassing to openly discuss...such as: "Um, Maharishi, you started
out with only a couple mantras, and then more later....WHAT THE
FUCK...were you, like, not totally enlightened when you first gave out
the mantras?"
See? There's nothing special about the mantras. You could even just
use one. Real gurus, BTW, figure out your disposition and give you a
mantra that suits that. This is no too different from giving mantras
according to ayurveda. However in ayurveda if your vakriti changes then
you need to use a different mantra for that.
Westerners, especially in the 1960s, knew shit about mantras so you
could give them about anything. TM mantras are goddess mantras but
there are also Shiva mantras which might suit others. I'm sure
Maharishi thought that if the TM mantras didn't work for them they would
probably wander off to someone like Muktananda for a Shiva mantra.
And yes, someone even doing a TM mantra could pop and cross over the
line. It's all about where you are when you start. Some folks may have
a few lifetime's wait. Don't make it longer.
Jerry once chided me because I used the names of Shiva, Brahma and
Visnu in a publication of mine -- "it would never do to show the least
respect," like that, ya see? But he never chided Maharishi about what
he was doing to Hinduism's reputation because of his hob-nobbing with
the rich and promising super-powers that would not be delivered. Or
did he, and that's why he got fired?
If he got fired for those issues and didn't TELL THE REST OF US, well,
then, just fuck you Jerry -- you left us all to find out by ourselves
that which you knew -- you cost us DECADES of wasted time and maybe up
to TWO BILLION DOLLARS of our money that could have gone to charities
that actually did shit for the downtrodden.
Give me five minutes with Bev the Fat Bastard in an elevator, I dare
ya. Somebody's gotta smack the smug off that mug, and at my age, and
my race, heck, the judge would probably only be giving me a hand slap
and $1,000 fine or something. I got the money. Anyone want to
arrange that elevator scenario?
I kid. I kid.
Or?
Edg