---In [email protected], <mjackson74@...> wrote :

 Oh I love it! Got the inspiration in the Dome!!!! And you actually left in the 
middle of program!?!?!?! Wonder what your Skelmie buddies thought of that!?

 

 It was a long time coming. Just sitting there and looking at all the twitching 
and hopping about I sudden; saw it from an objective viewpoint rather than as 
an insider and realised it was all a load of crap and we were kidding 
ourselves. What has been seen can never be unseen I'm afraid, and once you've 
looked at it like that there aint no going back.
 

 My Skem friends didn't mind. I didn't tell them I'd given it up or why at the 
time, I just didn't go back to the dome, and instead took walks in the woods in 
the morning. 
 

 This was the thing that I never liked about the TMSP, the amount of time it 
takes out of your day. From the very beginning I resented the lack of quality 
time I could spend out cycling etc. That was one of the reasons I moved in to 
the academy, because the day was built round the TMSP and I could still feel 
like I wasn't just a hermit with a job.
 

 From: salyavin808 <[email protected]>
 To: [email protected] 
 Sent: Tuesday, March 3, 2015 11:54 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: If they Withdraw your Dome badge again, Buck..
 
 
   

 

---In [email protected], <mjackson74@...> wrote :

 Sal were you still living in a Movement facility when you stopped TMSP or had 
you already left the place?

 
 

I had left the employ of the movement and was on a course in the dome in Skem 
when I had the revelation that it really was just a big fat waste of time. I 
just folded up my blanket and walked out. Never looked back, not for a second.
 

 
 
 








 


 









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