I have to ask -- is anyone else here worried that Buck either has dementia or a
brain tumor? The *language* in his posts is near-incomprehensible, barely
English any more. And he clearly has no idea that this is the case.
Am I alone in noticing this?
Buck, forget the "checking." I think it's time for you to get a brain scan.
Seriously.
From: "[email protected] [FairfieldLife]"
<[email protected]>
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, March 4, 2015 1:39 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: If they Withdraw your Dome badge again, Buck..
These kinds of depressions in spiritualaperture of experience, this kind of
'dark night' testimony yourelate is not unknown in spiritual life and practice.
This soundssimply like some time of acedia or a kind of spiritual depression
inaperture that was endured.
Practically taking exercise in a walk,possibly for 50 minutes as modern science
does indicate by looking atthe physiology of mental well-being, is not a bad
idea in means tohelp let these times pass. I feel like you proly did a right
thingtaking extended walks at the time. Also, I feel we should not
justdiscount deeper spiritual processes entirely like some are advocatinghere.
Brahmananda Saraswati counseled keeping the company of theillumined, saints,
wise or holy people. The science seems toindicate this now too, like what one's
grandmother who would advise,watch the company you keep. Is a good lesson in
life. -Buck inFairfield, Iowa
turquoiseb@...> wrote :
Advice to take with a grain of sand, Sal. Based on many of Buck's previous
rants FFL, I think we have to assume that "un-re-cert" is synonymous with
"quitter". You wouldn't want to entrust your spiritual future to one of them.
:-)
Ohm no Sal, No. You could've gottenyour meditation checked. You know, sit with
a meditation checker oreven an un-re-cert teacher if you could not have found
your way in toa Peace Palace near you. There are a lot of un-re-certs
everywhere who would be capable of checking meditation if asked. -Buck in
Fairfield, Iowa
salyavin808 shares:
It was a long time coming. Just sitting there and looking at all the twitching
and hopping about I sudden; saw it from an objective viewpoint rather than as
an insider and realised it was all a load of crap and we were kidding
ourselves. What has been seen can never be unseen I'm afraid, and once you've
looked at it like that there aint no going back.
My Skem friends didn't mind. I didn't tell them I'd given it up or why at the
time, I just didn't go back to the dome, and instead took walks in the woods in
the morning.
This was the thing that I never liked about the TMSP, the amount of time it
takes out of your day. From the very beginning I resented the lack of quality
time I could spend out cycling etc. That was one of the reasons I moved in to
the academy, because the day was built round the TMSP and I could still feel
like I wasn't just a hermit with a job.
From: salyavin808 <[email protected]>
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, March 3, 2015 11:54 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: If they Withdraw your Dome badge again, Buck..
---In [email protected], <mjackson74@...> wrote :
Sal were you still living in a Movement facility when you stopped TMSP or had
you already left the place?
I had left the employ of the movement and was on a course in the dome in Skem
when I had the revelation that it really was just a big fat waste of time. I
just folded up my blanket and walked out. Never looked back, not for a second.
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