--- In [email protected], "Bill (William)Simmons" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > Funny you should say that,,,(that it might be her supressed thoughts > too. Because there is this part of me that thinks the very same. > > I thought if I through as much unconditional love her way as humanly > possible I could reach her and I thought I was. She would say things > like ,,,This is the first time in my life that I have been truly > happy" when we had done something together. Or we would have a perfect > weekend together,,,then BAM out of the blue it would be Maharishi this > and Maharishi that. > > It was as if a inner conflict was playing tug of war with her. > > I know she had a horrible childhood and turmoil in her early adult > life led to searching for acceptence and I think she thought she found > it in this group. >
So if it wren't TM, it would be something else, I suspect. BTW, TM can *appear* to be addicting, but the dynamics don't quite fit in my experience. If you distract her sufficiently, she may well skip a meditation or at least delay it until after the movie or dinner date, but feel physically lousy --isn't that the case? If so, that's not an addiction in the classic sense. Her body is simply used to having a certain state at a certain time. OTOH, if she insists on meditating for longer and longer periods of time, even though it is disrupting her life, then that's a classic addiction or at least compulsion scenario. To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
