Nina, he is probably hiding somewhere very close to the house.  But he will probably also be hard to find if he does not want to be found.
 
Bruce is right, you know. I understand your franticness, and I would feel exactly the same way.  But what you really did, objectively, was give Spencer the choice of going where he wanted to go.  If he does pass outside, it may be the most peaceful way for him to go.  It is what they want, really. 
 
Still, I hope you find him.  Mostly for you, I guess.  I will be thinking and praying for both of you.
Michelle

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