Thank you, Marylyn -it's strange when you feel that you don't have any tears left.. there are still more - I want tobe storong for my Rikki- I am just mad at the world right now.. including myself - I am just killing all of babies and cannot stop it from happening...If there is god, I want to beg so badly not to take anyone away from to this awful disease anymore.. I just can't stand it.
_____ From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of Marylyn Sent: Friday, November 17, 2006 1:07 AM To: [email protected] Subject: Re: another despair - prayer for Rikki - ARF/FIP? May all the angels watch after you and Rikki. He is so lucky to have you and he knows it. He does not want you to be sad and he doesn't want to be the cause of that sadness. Little darlings that come to us the way he came to you know so much and love so genuinely. Peace to you both and all the other little ones. If you have men who will exclude any of God's creatures from the shelter of compassion and pity, you will have men who will deal likewise with their fellow man. St. Francis ----- Original Message ----- From: Hideyo Yamamoto <mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED]> To: [EMAIL PROTECTED] ; [email protected] ; CRF Family <mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED]> Sent: Friday, November 17, 2006 1:54 AM Subject: another despair - prayer for Rikki - ARF/FIP? Hi, please pray for my most gentle kitty, Rikki - Rikki was abandoned by someone who lived at an apartment where I was renting several years ago,, they left him behind.. he was living under the bush until I decided to bring him home - he somehow was tested incorrectly as FIV a few years ago, but it turned out false positive and he has been such a sweet and kind addition to my family - A several months ago, I noticed that he started losing weight, and did a couple of blood work and they always come back pretty normal.. most of my kitties have high globulin - so FIP is never completely ignored.. but I have had lots of corona virus cats for the past 7 years or so.. so I had stopped worrying about FIP - until a few months ago, when I started losing my babies one after the other to FIP - My vet thinks that ARF is a result of FIP - and he maybe losing sight gradually (not to due to BP -as it's normal) - it also happens with FIP - He has been on IV all day today and I am bringing back tomorrow day time to get some more --- I just feel so helpless - I am so devastated and cannot even cry - Everyone please pray that a miracle will happen and my Rikki will feel better - he does not deserve this... Hideyo
